-.-Life'S A RollerCoasteR~ =)

it's jus a bottomless pit...

2005-07-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

it's jus a bottomless pit...

i noe.. i noe.. i really noe..

life doesnt revolve arnd him.. i spent 14 yrs without him and i got on fine.. wads one more year? he's not worth it.. forget him.. life's full of ups and downs.. jus perservere.. its no use doing so much for him.. life's gota go on.. he's jus a passing cloud.. he's jus a jerk..

all these tt you all have been saying.. i noe its true.. so? if u were in my shoes.. will u really say tt? time will heal all wounds.. but it'll leave scars u noe.. furhtermore now, its not even healing.. it's still raw.. and salt is constantly being rubbed into it.. i duno who i can trust anymore.. those tt i trusted in.. i can jus sae i made a wrong choice.. all the choices i've made were wrong.. but there is no0 space for regrets.. who understands the kind of hurt.. this kind of.. sadness.. tt i face? who cares?

i no longer say it out.. cuz.. there's simply no use.. everyday i put on my smile.. and pretend tt there's nothing wrong.. self-entertaining.. everyone thinks im like tt.. let them think however they wan.. if they, as my friends, cant even tell how im really feeling inside.. like i've said.. i've made the wrong choice..

WHATEVER! aas if i really care.. so what even if i made the right choice? who can help mi? i dun even noe how i can help myself.. my life has changed so much.. i really wonder if there is really a point.. and if there is any meaning at all.. i lost it all.. and perhaps will never find it back...

Dairy Farm Quarry => rail mall=> MICH'S HSE!! =D

2005-07-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

Dairy Farm Quarry => rail mall=> MICH'S HSE!! =D

today gota go dairy farm quarry for a field trip.. for enrichment wk.. so fast and now its second wk liao.. haix.. then started off okay.. jus tt someone veh veh poor thing.. and someone came as a.. erm.. cute little village girl.. yupp.. hehe..

then we went to look at the rocks la.. then maye accidentally poured out abit of the pitcher plant juice.. hehe.. then wei liang nearly kissed the rocks.. then it started to rain la.. so we had to run.. then wei liang was holding on to the equipment.. so he sae gota go first and kip the equipment dry.. actualli he jus wanted to avoid being the last one so he wun get hit by lightning la.. haha..

so e tcher brought us to rail mall to seek shelter.. then went 7-eleven bought slurpee.. share wid mich.. then go cold storage buy chicken.. and then went to rocky's pizza aft tt to find ernest.. hehe.. WE GOT DISMISSED!!! and it was onli like.. 11.30? haha.. =p then went to michelle's hse to cook maggi noodles and then went to bowl.. her condo damn cool la.. right beside the bus stop.. then lrt so near.. and sje has a bowling alley right downstairs!! and the lift opens right into her hse la!! so cool!!

and we bowl and bowl for like 2 hrs str la.. haha.. and i walked down the lane and kena scolded by the person.. hehe.. aniwae.. i shld've bowled at the chalet!! i wld've wowed them la!! i was quite consistent.. and nv like.. my turn both also polish the long kang.. haha.. but mich was too good for all of us.. hehe.. =p

the bad part has yet to come la.. i gota discuss with mum abt mi gg out for the track thing on wed.. onli like.. 2 days la.. wanna get into their good books also veh difficlt.. and dad still seemed quite angry.. but in the end i managed to tell him tt i go for star gazing.. tho it was wrong la.. but well.. i shall settle tt later.. hope everything goes well then..

BUMMER!!!

2005-07-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

BUMMER!!!

can u believe it??? all because of ystd they refuse to let mi go to the airport todae!!! how can?? i jus reached home late wad.. it's not like.. wads their problem??? where got too much la? wah leows..

in the morn wake up to find them missing.. then had to go out for breakfast wid my brother.. and they din leave us much money la! they actualli said they wwanted to make pancakes one lorhs.. wad the.. then now they sae i cant go airport.. what else???

they came back after lunch la.. but we din really haf lunch yet.. cuz we had late breakfast.. then went out wid my bro to the library.. and i realised tt i had 5 overdue books.. wad the.. can my luck get any lousier??? im so damn pissed off la.. f***..

where's my rainbow?

2005-07-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

where's my rainbow?

i alwaes hear: aft the rain, there will always be a rainbow.. sad to sae, i have never once seen a rainbow in my life before.. its not that singapore dun rain right.. perhaps im jux not lucky enuf.. of i alwaes miss it.. or perhaps.. im jux not fated to see it...

but i've alwaes believed in the meaning behind tt saying.. you hafta brave the storms to overcome the obstacles.. and when u finally do, you will see a glimpse of hope and light.. until now..

i never thought tt i myself could be so serious.. alwaes tot of it as playing.. or jux merely enjoying myself.. but i din noe tt i was slowly sinking into a never-ending hole.. now.. im trying to climb out.. but.. wads the point? no one cares anymore.. so wad if i do climb out? i already lost it.. going out wid my friends jux seemed like a white piece of paper when it used to be colourful.. school used to be fun.. but now.. its a monotonous cycle.. where i so the same things.. and try to avoid the same things.. perhaps its jux me.. i dunno..

things will never be the same again.. no matter how hard i tried.. nothing seems to succeed.. this whole yr i have been a failure.. in friendships.. in studies.. in council.. in family.. in relationships.. in cca.. wad else can i do?

"help mi.. i dunno wad to do.. its like a dagger in my chest.." i took this from someone.. he moved on.. got a life.. being surrounded by girls.. and having the choice to choose.. and me? im still stuck here.. burrowing in the sorrows of the aftermath of it.. from the day it happened till today.. its been 7 months.. nothing's changed.. jux tt.. im no longer the same.....

how could he...

2005-07-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

how could he...

todae is the day tt i have spent so much time and effoet for.. i prepared so much.. and passed to someone.. finally its done.. but all it takes is a msg from someone and he tot tt i shared the present with them.. how could he? how could he not know me well enough to know tt i will do so much?

i was so disappointed and upset.. how could he? forget it.. i've already tried so hard.. once and again i get hurt.. this kind of feeling.. i realli cant take it any more.. he took everything away when he left.. i dun wana let myself get hurt anymore.. enough is enough.. realli.. since i decided to do this.. i cant back out anymore.. tho it may seem like a bad decision now.. i wun regret..

if nothing happened at first.. i wun be where im now.. but.. its alr too late... so jus let this be the end...

^chalet^

2005-06-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

^chalet^

hehx.. todae gg chalet.. cuz everytym we haf PCS chalet la.. then tot this yr.. will be almost the same as last yr.. but it wasnt la.. lemme slowly tell you..

the first tym i went ar.. was in sec 1, end of sec one.. then it was damn fun la.. cuz we onli stay one night.. but there were 2 rooms.. at tt tym was tt they cannot find enuf bois lo.. then we din have adjoining rooms somemore la.. so at night we went to watch sadako at the guys room.. they sae go there like.. better la.. cuz they dun wan the guys to come in and dirty our room.. hehe..

and at tt tym onli haf tv la.. dun even haf vcd player lo.. then now the rooms much nicer, toilet bigger.. then nicer also.. and got vcd player la.. then they watch until they veh gan jiong.. but i wasn.. hehe.. cuz most of the tym, the pillow was my good fren.. kip using it to cover my eyes.. :P then they dun dare to go back to our room.. i oso dun dare.. hehe.. then we stay in the guys room.. then they heard the fone ringing near our room.. then they damn scared la.. and wahx.. veh tensed lo..

yupps.. so we stayed in the guys room.. and jing ying slept wid our classmate la.. oh my god.. and its a he!! ya.. the second tym.. jing ying came wid her bf.. so no prob.. yupp.. then not veh fun.. cuz the girls and guys damn not bonded la.. ya.. so one tym worse than another.. then this tym!! my god.. =s

this tym its more of like cath high chalet than of pcs chalet la.. the cath high ppl outnumber us.. AND NO, IM NOT HAPPI.. onli 3 guys were quite ok lo.. friendly and nice.. then the rest ar.. wah leows.. then they even got their ex-relief tcher to buy them alcohol la! and jing ying got drunk.. wad the hell..

but b4 tt she was still quite ok one lo.. sae wad ever since she joined church she felt tt she changed.. i realli tot that she chnaged la.. but now.. then when we were playing mahjong she was quite funnie lo.. and when we were bbq-ing, she was damn farnie la.. she sae the satay is cooked, so she take and eat.. but turns out it wasnt.. so she jux put it back.. and she butter the satay somemore.. and she still sae wan open restaurant.. franie la..

but then duno why.. she become liddat.. and then she wasnt wid us la... we left such a big space on the bed for her.. and she went over to slp wid another guy!! 2nd tym!! and she knew him for like.. less than 24 hrs!!! oh man.. haix..

enuf of bad stuff.. hee.. there was this cute guy there la.. quite farnie also.. then he was from pei chun.. rival pri sch la.. haha.. then we all against him, sae wad he steal our soccer field.. haha.. then he outnumbered.. so farnie.. =p and shawn yeo.. no doubt he was damn good looking la.. but he damn act cool and unfriendly.. and he like bad boi liddat.. BADDDD IMPRESSION!! the other guy better.. hehe.. =p

BORED!!

2005-06-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

BORED!!

haix.. damn sian.. todae nth to do!! haix.. tmr then gg chalet.. haix.. wad to do? nvm.. do hw.. haix haix haix!!

BX!!!! COME BACK QUICK!!! =s

2005-06-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

BX!!!! COME BACK QUICK!!! =s

today got trng.. and it was damn bad la.. its like.. so damn sucky la.. BX went to taiwan.. its sooo bad la.. warm up do so fast.. so inconsiderate!! nv think of mi.. then i was like.. ARGHHHH!!! MUX KIP UP WID THEM!! so then.. everytime aft warm up.. ppl might think tt i have alr had 3 hrs of trng..

okayy.. aniwae.. they actualli sae they will wait one lorhs.. then they still sae wad in the morning cant run.. then still can haf a speed tt is similar to the guys.. wah.. "cant run" somemore.. wad a great gigantic joke man.. okayyyy.. then do gym also.. i was like.. wad can i do? cuz teck kuan not there also.. he's like my guardian angel la.. if BX not there at least he there then not so bad.. buttoday ar.. haix... nvm.. ren3!!!!!

yaye!!!!

2005-06-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

yaye!!!!

haha.. yaye!!! today i spent the whole day at home!!! and i damn happie la.. haha.. cuz i tok to someone!!! haha.. for hours somemore laix.. =D haha.. whee!! im on cloud nine!!! haha.. and stop guessing.. cuz no one noes who isit except for me!! i nv told anione!! =) haha.. =p

queensway...

2005-06-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

queensway...

haix.. ystd reached home at 11.. then slept at 12.. then now 7.45 still mux come to sch.. arghhhh.. sian.. nvm.. then trng is sooo boring w/o Bx.. its like.. they sae warm-up.. but they run so fast la.. run with the guys somemore.. then they still sae "dun worry.. in the morning i cannot run de" then go run wid the guys.. wad rubbish la.. damn pissed off.. then they also din really care abt me.. cuz we were supposed to do gym wid partners.. haix.. BING XIN!!!! COME BACK QUICK!!!!

ya.. then went to queensway wid crystal.. and she bought the same spikes as joe.. actualli i wanted to buy shorts de.. but dun haf.. so.. haix.. jux went home liddat.. slp!!! haha.. :p

day 2! =D

2005-06-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

day 2! =D

yupp yupp! today is day 2 of track camp.. and still the fun has yet to begin! hahs.. jkjk.. quite fun la so far.. we went for a morning jog.. then we played a game.. which titus came up wid.. and it was quite stupid.. haha.. but fun aniwae.. then breakfast.. and i saw him eating the milo powder!! hahs.. aniwae.. back back back.. haha.. im crazy!! haha..

then we had reflections.. tt Leon damn wad la.. haha.. when i sae my target is 12 m he "huh?!?!" so loud.. grrr.. haha.. dun care him.. =p then aft tt we went for our amazing race.. then leon was so damn farnie la.. we were running on this track.. then he ask us to run first.. then he still got time to eat his fries and still catch up wid us.. haha.. but he only caught up at the end la.. =p then he had the camera.. but he kept on talking to qing xiang when we met them.. so we were like.. "leon!!!!" then he will answer "coming coming!!!"

haha.. so farnie.. then we din complete everything.. we were supposed to go and take pics which were almost the same as the pic they gave us.. ya.. then we left one out.. cuz we tot mux come back by 5.. in the end no nid lo.. so we lost la.. and i nearly forgot to take back my phone from leon's bag.. hehe.. then bbq.. shiqi was damn farnie la.. she kept on repeating wad mr low sae.. and then mr low turn on her and sae she think dirty.. and mr low alwaes grad gavin by the collar.. haha.. so farnie.. then leon laugh until he had leg cramp.. so his laughs came out liek "o-ho-ho-ho" haha.. like santa claus liddat.. =p

so tired!!! tmr still got trng.. haix.. later...

TRACK CAMP!!! =)

2005-06-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

TRACK CAMP!!! =)

hah.. yaye!!! track camp.. yupps.. in the morning i met BX at bishan.. cuz i nid to get her book.. then she gg taiwan for the nxt week.. so i ask her to lend me.. wah leows.. i really cant understand the book tt i bought la.. it was so thick.. and the words so small.. and it was smth like a joke book.. but the thing is.. i read and read and read (STILL ON THE FIRST STORY)AND I DIN EVEN REALISED TT THE STORY ENDED.. i think the joke is on me la.. pengx..
-.-'''

ANIWAE!!! ya.. so i decided to go trade my book in for BX's.. since she sae she wana see what knida chinese book can cause me to not understand it.. its like.. well.. i think it will make a lot of sense to the ppl fr china.. but im not!! HAHA.. no way man.. (SOMEBODY PLS TELL TITUS TO LOOK AT THIS CUZ I AM NOT A CHINA GIRL. GRRRR!!!!!

hahs.. ya.. then we walked arnd and talk la.. i think hor.. i really underastand what does clicking mean now la.. BX and i can like.. literally talk from studies to boys to what else can i saw? ya.. to what happenes even when we are sleeping.. damn song la.. wah.. then tym pass so fast.. soon its time for us to go lor.. hrumphf.. nvm.. shall talk more when she comes back.. hmmz.. gota go home cuz hafta reach sch by 1.25..

ya.. then saw lijie and clara.. and janice damn cute.. she sae the gate nv open.. so she sat at the bus stop outside TCH and waited.. so farnie.. nvm.. then saw crystal.. she laughed when she saw mi la.. eeeee!!! how can liddat?!?! budden she has an allergy and she cant smile or her lips will hurt.. hehe.. laugh la! laugh somemore.. hehe.. ~mean~

ya.. budden not much la.. got our grps.. im in the same grp as rachel low.. yanling.. shufang.. shuyu and leon.. damn farnie la my grp.. then we had trng.. bath.. oh ya.. we were waiting for our turn in the bathroom when sharon and chang xi started talking abt ghosts la.. then they were talking and we were listening and joinin in.. then i saw tt denise came out.. so i wanted to sae "eh! crytsal! u can go in now!!" then i haven even finish my sentence.. i jux sae "eh!" then sharon and changxi screamed!!!haha.. it was so farnie can..

then dinner.. quite nice la.. but shiqi made me so tickled during dinner.. hahs..then we had some kinda tok.. and we watched a movie.. oh man! i spent the 2 hrs and 5 mins looking at his head!!!! OMG.. haha..

then we went to the amphitheatre to tok.. but got chased into our rooms by guanwen, shaowei and yu cheng.. haix.. owells..

oh man.. LOOK AT MY HAIR!!!!

2005-06-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

oh man.. LOOK AT MY HAIR!!!!

wah.. actualli hor.. i din really tot of cutting my hair until the end of the hols.. but its really getting veh veh long.. and its veh uncomfortable.. so i jux decided to cut today la.. then tmr camp bathing time also can cut down by a lot man..

but guess what? WRONG CHOICE!!! oh no.. i din wan it to turn out like tt!!! it's short la! i told her i wan her style.. meaning jux cut la.. then she go cut til its short!!! oh man.. i was so damn shocked la..

ya la.. last tym my dad used to sae i cut hair like nv cut liddat.. jux go there and let them earn free money.. so now cut liao la.. happy?!?! satisfied?!?! and guess what he sae? "good wad! short then good wad.. shld cut shorter!" wan me cut botak isit?!?! NVM..

then my bro oso.. everytime sae i put side parting for so long.. my hair there thinning.. now ani parting also can put liao la!!! grrr... aniwae.. hrumphf.. might not be a bad thing.. since i heard the track ppl noe me as the side-parting girl.. realli arx?? oh no.. nvm.. now wad? center-parting? haha.. or i can change everyday.. then they duno wad to call mi.. hehe.. =p

when will my hair grow? OMG.. i shld go get hair growing tonic.. let my hair grow super fast man.. but hor.. the more i look.. the more okayyyy it seems.. haix.. fate la! nvm.. haha.. alwaes look on the bright side of life.. dudu.. dudududu.. later then..

wings..

2005-06-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

wings..

today is the wings meet.. the second day la.. and its like.. damn irritating.. they make me have mental preparation for the meet.. then in the end there was a mistake.. and they signed me up for the wrong event.. so well.. this tym not gg la..

but BX throwing.. so i went to support her and shufang.. hehx.. so nice of me rite.. =p haha.. then i saw wanteng!! =) whee.. she cut her hair.. i still think last yr's one nicer.. =p yupps.. hmmz.. nth much to sae lehx.. haix.. nvm.. haha.. shall sae more the nest tym.. =p

make-up lesson.. boo..

2005-06-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

make-up lesson.. boo..

haix.. todae got make-up lesson.. then b4 tt went for lunch wid ppl.. dun wana sae much..but some unexpected things happened.. and i wana emphasise.. I DID NOT NOE TT HE WAS GG TO BE THERE! cmon.. donch u all trust me.. and u all shld noe wad i wld do if i knew he was gona be there kkaes.. sadddddd.. *sniff*

and i saw elaine!! euods!! dannie!!! meixuan!! and liyan.. and another person.. grr.. so unexpected la.. nvm.. ya.. then well.. like i said.. no comments.. yupps.. looking forward to track camp!! yaye.. hahax.. but BX not there.. hope it will be fun.. :D

dumplings galore!! =p

2005-06-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

dumplings galore!! =p

hahx.. dumpling festival is coming.. so went to my grandma's hse to make dumplings.. then my dumplings are sooo out of shape.. haha.. like tang yuan.. hahax.. but well.. who cares right.. hehe.. as long as it is nice.. whee..

then went to watch this horror serial.. which is so scary.. but actuali, come to think of it.. im jux scaring myself silly.. hehe.. yupp yupp.. =p

whats wrong with me????

2005-06-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with me????

i really duno wads wrong with me.. during trng.. i jux cant seem to achieve my personal best.. wads wrong??? im really trying my best.. WADS WRONG????

haix.. forget it.. went for lunch wid BX and russell.. then cryatsl wan us to go orchard and walk arnd wid her.. then BX bcked out.. =9 then russell went wid me to orchard.. then on the train i tot i saw my pri sch fren.. but then im not veh sure if its her.. and she was behaving so intimately wid her bf in the TRAIN.. such a public place.. haiyo.. nvm.. well.. then she kept on looking over.. then russell and i kip on looking over also.. then we laugh laugh laugh.. hehx.. but he din go wid me to meet crystal!! eee.. hrumphf.. nvm..

BORED!!!!!

2005-06-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

BORED!!!!!

haix.. so bored la.. nth to do.. and i cant stay on my comp for long.. cuz my bro's getting ready for his exams..

"girl ar! ur brother has to get ready for his exams.. veh impt!! he nid to graduate u noe! quick, get off the comp! he will be tempted to plae also!!"

he wana plae my fault ar? he nv practice self-control la.. hrumphf.. bleh!! ar.. nvm.. talk later.. =s

LOST!!!! in a small ulu town called BUKIT GOMBAK...

2005-06-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

LOST!!!! in a small ulu town called BUKIT GOMBAK...

today arx.. duno why we so special.. go bukit gombak and train.. i guess its coz big ron's there.. so we can train under him.. ya.. so BX and i arranged to meet at amk station coz taking a train alone for 11 stops is damn boring.. or so BX saes.. hehe.. actuali i got my radio la.. so its quite okayy.. so i guess BX realli loves my company!!! hehx.. yaye!!! i noe im wanted everywhere!! *winks* alright.. back to business.. =p

ya.. then when we reached there right.. we were right on the dot.. then tt time i told james tt i will get lost in bukit gombak.. then he sae wun get lost one la.. its right nxt to the station.. he still sae if we get lost then we are damn pro la.. so guess wad? WE GOT LOST!!!

heh.. we got into the sports hall instead.. then we had to ask for directions.. then we forgot if the person told us to turn left or right.. so we turned left.. then it was wrong!! so we turned right.. then we saw the stadium lights.. but we couldnt find the entrance! then we saw tekko and james.. then they told us where the entrance was.. so maluating.. haha.. =p

yupps.. so now i've reached home!! yaye.. so tired.. ~yawnnnn~

MaDaGaScAr!!! =)

2005-06-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

MaDaGaScAr!!! =)

actualli today mich wanted to go to the zoo.. then when she mentioned it on wed, we were quite enthu abt it.. but then now right.. damn tired fr thurs's camp.. plus no money.. entrance fee $14 la!! then its in quite an ulu place somemore.. so BX and i were talking abt what we can see in the zoo.. when we suddenly realise we can see all these things in Madagascar!!! =)

yupps.. so we suggest to mich to watch movie la.. cuz she pushed away family outing to come out wid us.. ya.. in the end we went to woodlands.. cuz there the movie tickets cheapest.. hehe.. =p actualli we wanted to watch my bf is type B de.. but we came late.. so.. watch madagascar lo.. =)

it was o nice!! duno why some ppl sae not nice.. then it was quite touching also.. talking abt friendship.. :) yupps.. then aft tt we went to sit on the kiddy carousel la.. so embarrassing.. but veh fun.. hehe.. everyone was staring at us.. =p then we went to plae arcade.. always lose to them in daytona.. hehe.. then they plae the dance one also in the end failed.. hehex.. :P

damn long nv plae until liddat lerx.. either nbo time.. or got alot of other stuffs la.. haix.. but well.. i like today.. heh.. so fun!! :0)

PCS -- Post Camp Syndrome =p

2005-06-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

PCS -- Post Camp Syndrome =p

wahx.. slept so late ystd.. 2.15 then slp la.. then had to wake up at 6.15.. so we onli had 4 hrs to slp.. haix.. no nid to sae la..we all woke up looking like pandas.. then i could not even open one of my eyes.. hehe..

we practically dragged ourselves to the bus stop to take bus to lot 1 la.. then we stayed inside macs and slack.. and eat la.. then walk to giordano and bossini to be their first customer!! haha.. then we went home lor.. so tired.. then ernest slept on the train.. hehe.. yupps.. so tired.. yawnx.. tok later.. =)

Camp rox!!! =)

2005-06-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Camp rox!!! =)

had to wake up early to go for the camp.. my group was quite ok.. jux that the gals dun mix wid the boys.. then got one jun kiat look-alike!! haha.. when he was playing water games, jun kiat was the station master.. then when my grp member had wet hair.. we try and style it for him.. then it looked exactly like jun kiat's hair la!! haha..

then another boy.. he was quite cute.. got veh nice eyes!! BX, huijun, crystal and me all think so.. hehe.. think he's quite sweet also! i jux jokingly asked them why nv take drink for me.. then he sat down there looking at us quietly.. then suddenly he walked away.. then guess what? he went to take drink for me!! so nice rite.. haha..

yupps.. then got this girl got AP one la.. we jux like joke joke say NJC ppl smart la.. then she sae " realli meh? my sister in SIM but she smarter than u all lor" OMG!!! so rude.. argh.. then she always go against the grp!! how to be leader? this is leadership camp lehz!! not "go against the camp" camp leix.. haiyo.. cant stand her.. but evetually.. haha.. i did la.. the games and everything were so nice la!! yupps.. feel like going back again!! heh.. =p

Busy Busy Busy!!

2005-06-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy Busy!!

wahx.. today schedule damn tight.. hmmz.. got trng in the morning.. Teck Guan told us 7.30, then he himself come at 7.45 la.. grrr... nvm! the intensity of the strengthening damn cham la.. then i veh affected by the nationals.. i am really not ready for nationals.. then i see how far the guys can throw.. i feel so.. so inferior.. when i first saw BX throw.. all i tot was.. hey! i want to be like her! she throws so well! but now.. i see it as a chore.. i dun like it anymore.. its like.. i hafta do it.. not cuz i want to.. but becoz i nid to.. and i dun like this kind of feeling.. *sniff*

hmmz.. haix.. but i cant back out halfway.. i gota go on!!!! so i went to bathe.. =) then we went for lunch at adam's road food centre.. then titus they all went to coro.. actualli he sae wana go adam one lor.. then he wan aircon.. grrr.. -.- then we arranged to meet them on the bus later.. then... guess wad? hehe.. the bus approached us.. and we were talking abt ppl shaking their butts.. then the driver drove away!!! arghhhh!! we felt so spastic and lame la.. haha.. then in the end they got off at the other stop and waited for us.. wahx.. hehe.. not bad eh.. =p

we still had to take taxi to reach the warehouse after we aloghted form the bus.. then guanwen came with us.. den farnie again.. he told the uncle we wanna go blah blah blah.. then he sae the whole address out.. then the uncle was like.. huh? then guanwen had to repeat everything.. hehe.. then the uncle din ne how to go.. then he ask guanwen how to go.. then guanwen was like.. huh? i oso duno! then in the end we reached la.. bu our fare was the most ex one.. hehe.. =p then guanwen was like.. tt taxi driver ask mi how to go?!?! of i noe i wun take taxi alr rite??? then he still charge me so ex somemore! how he becum taxi driver one??? then he was dan pissed off.. hehe.. =p

bought a jersey.. then we ordered our track suits also.. then we had to rush to great world city.. and we had a little bit of crisis on the way cuz we had diff opinions la.. but in the end ok la.. haix.. then the talkshow we were supposed to attend.. the "let's shoot!" was abit late.. we met at 5.. to haf dinner.. it was supposed to start at 6.30.. then in the end delay until 7.15.. then the topic was about privacy.. yupps.. i dink desmond koh looks quite cute! haha.. but quan yi feng looked quite tired.. yupps.. yawnx.. tired..

dry run..

2005-05-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

dry run..

haix.. today got dry run for zhenghua cip camp.. feel sian.. cuz i din feel like waking up.. then huijun call and sae her dad fetching.. actualli she wana meet me one.. then we ask if her dad can pick us up.. then he sounded quite grumpy and fierce.. then he like.. eee.. veh scary.. BX and i decided tt on thurs we shall take mrt on our own.. =p

yupps.. the dry run went quite smoothly.. but i was seperated from the others.. i was the onli one that was a grp i/c.. hrumphf.. then we went to plae the games.. then it was so damn hot la.. then we were like.. ya ya.. we get it.. we knoe how to plae the game.. can we move on? hehe.. then kai hui damn farnie.. at the dragon's tail right.. we were supposed to go grab the other group's chair and bring it back.. then firstly, he sat on the chair.. then the other grp cant take it.. haha.. then the station masters sae cannot.. then he wanted to take the chair along with him as he went to take the other grp's chair.. hehe.. so they cant take ours.. haha.. farnie la he..

ya.. then we went for lunch.. and then went home.. haix.. tmr hafta wake up early again.. boo.. so.. bye-bye.. =)

HOLIDAYS!!!!

2005-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!!!

haha.. yes!!! the holidays are finally here!! hehe.. after such a long wait.. but actualli.. i dink time passed quite quickly in NJC.. like.. zoom! half a yr gone.. wow.. so fast.. everything seems to be a blur.. but i'll nv forget this period of time.. its where i experienced joy.. and sadness.. but i guess... it's all part and parcel of life.. no matter what happens.. life's alwaes gota go on.. i cant give up half way....

well.. today stay at home and plae games!! =) then went to sch to do spire proposal.. brownie and ice-cream veh nice.. hehe.. training was so tough!! so hot somemore.. wahx.. giddy man.. =s went for dinner.. yupps.. not bad.. tho i had to go home for dinner.. but BX so nice.. lemme try.. whee! :)

My Very First Time

2005-05-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

My Very First Time

Haha.. what can u tell by the title? Muz be thinking of some dirty-minded stuff.. haha.. actualli.. i jux talked on the phone.. chit-chat all the way la.. =p but hor.. since u all noe im quite a guai1 person.. ya.. then everytime talk on the phone my parents will nag at me to put down aft like half an hr..

so i decided to use a new mtd.. hehe.. i took my hp then i talk under my pillow.. yaye! haha.. smart rite.. =p then i talked for like one and a half hrs la.. hehe.. yupps.. =)

When it shatters...

2005-05-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

When it shatters...

sometimes.. its not whether u want or not.. its whether u can or not.. it just doesnt seem right tt u are hurting yourself over him.. its really not worth it u noe.. but.. i noe.. since u have told ppl abt this and their nomral reaction will be to say, just give up and move on.. he's not worth it.. i noe how u are feeling.. trust me, i've been thru it too.. everyone has..

u've finally did what u have always wanted to do.. there! you asked him for a second chance.. but what happened? he says he has never liked u at all.. are u happy and satisfied now? really.. its time to move on.. u cant be forever stuck here.. what do u plan to do? wait for him forever and hope one day he will change his mind? cmon, snap out of it.. this only happens in shows.. where's the cheery and happy you? all cuz of him, u changed into someone who keeps everything to herself.. u are not happy at all! is this what u really wan?

cmon.. i really hope u will go back to last time.. i noe its hard.. but we'll all be there kx? we'll all help u.. trust us.. i noe after talking to him, u feel better.. but do you knoe that by doing this, u are in self-denial? u jux cling on to him for ur dear life, and then u dun let urself accept other ppl tt might come along.. what is this? u're ruining urself cuz of him.. dun do this.. i noe ur hurting very much inside.. cry it all out and u will be fine.. i noe for this whole period of time u have been crying.. but with time.. everything will be fine..

when i look at you.. i feel so upset.. u look so happy when he talked to you.. but.. u noe this will not go anywhere.. pls dun hurt urself anymore.. u noe.. im beginning to hate him.. how could he do this to u? move on.. for urself, for us, for him.. move on...

track n field meet!!

2005-05-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

track n field meet!!

today is the first dae of assessment wk la.. but i dun wana tok abt it la.. damn sad la.. the physics test, the electrolysis and d.c. circuit one.. i got 2 questions duno how to do la.. anihow write smth down.. :( then there were like, only 4 questions??? arghhh!!! dun tok abt it liao.. boo hoo.. :'(

then bio also.. i din noe how to do one whole question!! one that carries 10 marks can!!! oh no.. then im not veh confident of the rest too.. haix.. sianx.. change topic!!!!

ya, then at 3.30 was the sports meet.. the atmosphere was not really there la.. today the new coucil members took over.. and we could not really hear our hse captains.. and the cheers were very unsuccessful.. and terra, my hse.. dun really have any good runners la.. so.. the track meet we only cheer when the emcees ask us to cheer.. they were like.. "we dun seem to be hearing anything from terra!" last time we used to be cheering champs.. but now.. haix.. sadddd.. then when crystal and shufang were running the 800m.. when we realised tt crystal was looking damn unwell.. then we went to the finishing line to see how was she.. she was second, btw.. and shufang was first.. whee!!! woohoo~ 3 cheers for them!!

aniwaes.. ya.. crystal really wasn feeling well.. and her 2 cousins said she was alwaes liddat.. and then crystal could still sae stupid and lame stuff.. so we knoe she was ok.. haha.. =p and her cousins were damn farnie oso la.. she was like.. oh no.. im injured.. how to run and earn honour for the class? yes i did it!!(for 800) haha.. then she was still like.. my butt hurts.. =p haiyo!! haha..

then bingxin when running 4x4, she also looked abit bad.. so went there to see if she was ok.. =p she was la.. then aft tt she lost her skirt.. hehe.. then we went for dinner.. and shufang couldn't finish her fried rice.. then hengyi wanted to eat it.. but we put so much things there la.. mine and bingxin's gravy.. then still put chilli inside.. eeews.. then he din noe.. then we stopped him from eating.. haha.. =p

yaye.. today im getting my new phone!!! =) whee.. hehe..

time and again..

2005-05-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

time and again..

sometimes.. ppl jux dun listen to advice.. why did u hafta tok to him again? then cry urself to slp again.. why? why do u hafta put urself to this misery? if he's really tt good.. then he wld not have done this to u..

there are so much things tt u wana tell him.. but u chose to kip it to urself.. ever since tt day.. u avoid tt topic wid him.. last tym whenever u had doubts u wld tok to him.. and u will feel sooo much better..

but now? look at urself.. wad have u become??? u revolved ur life arnd him.. and see wad happened? u dun dare to tok to him abt tt.. altho u wish to..

u pretend tt nothing had happened.. and u pretend tt u are accepting everything well.. when u are not.. i bet he thinks tt u are ok.. but u are not!! why put on a brave front? i realli dunno wad i can do to help u..

looking at me.. i finally realised wad is called "love"..

talk talk talk..

2005-05-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

talk talk talk..

haix.. talked to YB jux now.. realised tt we can no longer talk like last time.. the things we used to talk about now cant even be raised at all.. i bet YB thinks that i am ok.. but how would she know how i feel? all the time i try to pretend that there is nothing wrong with me.. and nobody suspected anything.. haix.. i really wish i could be given another chance..

CoLLeGe DaE..

2005-05-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

CoLLeGe DaE..

todae was quite a busi dae.. in the morning went to help huijun bake egg tarts.. we were selling banana egg tarts.. and i tot it was quite nice.. :P yupps.. then aft tt i went to bugis wid wanqin, sharon, peiying, bruno, vincent and jun kai.. we were supposed to buy smth for sharon.. but in the end we din.. she couldn't find any.. hmmz.. feel so bad.. shall go see if i can get her anything..

then rushed back to sch for college dae.. and then went arnd selling banana cake and egg tarts.. and titus bought.. but he call mi "the china girl"!! grrr.. i look like china girl mehz??? hrumphf.. im not kkaes.. *pouts*

marcus was nicer.. bought egg tarts from us.. whee.. tt toopid dillon arx.. damn good fren la.. see him twice he ran away twice! wah kao.. aft tt still can come and tell me "my method good ar?" *piak!* slap u ar.. gimme this kind of rubbish.. nxt tym u're gona get it fr me man.. bleh.. still tell me no money, spent 30 plus liao.. then still can go KAP.. smart la.. then sae wad "dun wana go and withdraw money cuz he din noe he wld be gg to KAP" nvm.. u owe me one!!!! hrumphf..

*yawnz* so tired and hungry.. din get to eat much.. cuz most of the tym i was selling stuff.. when i wanted to take a break, the parents started coming down.. sighx.. nvm.. go and slp.. =p nites!

regretS

2005-05-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

regretS

YB was online.. and sae hihi to me.. then i deliberately nv reply.. so long nv contact me liao lo.. smart la.. then now sae hi.. *sticks tongue out* make u wait.. hehx.. then jux as i was about to reply, it got disconnected.. fate lo.. but in the end managed to reply.. and we talked la.. damn long nv tok le.. we used to be very good friends.. but then.. because of the mistake i made.. im afraid tt we will nv be like last time again.. i really missed the times we had.. YB was such a good fren.. and i really miss YB.. haix.. if only i could turn back time.. i would not do the things tt i once did.. would YB give me another chance? haix.. i dun even noe if we are still frens.. if, and if ony i could turn back time....

end of phase 1...

2005-05-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

end of phase 1...

wahx.. damn tired.. stayed till 11 plus to study my chem.. haix.. todae finally over.. but i din noe how to do the test loh.. then got one whole qn dunno how to do.. hehex.. den crap like hell..

den stayed back to do proposal.. and to take back chinese test.. damn lan oso.. 26/42.. wah leows.. die lo.. why are all my tests getting worse and worse?!?!?!

I CANT LET IT BOTHER ME ANIMORE!!! I MUX MOVE ON!!!

for proposal arhx.. that gloria ar.. make me laugh and laugh that i FELL OFF MY CHAIR in the student lounge.. haiyo.. make me so maluated.. hahx.. =p toopid gloria.. hehex..

today met marcus on the bus.. hahax.. pehaps can ask him to take bus wid me tmr.. so i wun haf any trouble waking up on the bus.. hehx..

today is the second day of my plan.. mux perserve.. nothing had ever been hard for me before.. and this wld not be.. must use studies to cover everything up.. I CAN DO IT!!!

why? why cant i even make one mistake????

2005-05-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

why? why cant i even make one mistake????

i am seriously not feeling better..

haix.. and today's not any better.. for bio right.. my grp was the first to present.. then i told the tcher tt i din print the questionaire for the class.. then she was like.. "then wad do u wan me to do? u tell mi!!!" she was so angry.. it was only my first mistake.. i already noe i was wrong.. why did u have to rub it in?

then she told me to print it now.. ok lo.. go print.. then aft i present.. she sae we did wrongly.. OMG.. i was like.. how cum?? she mux be thinking that this bio rep of hers din listen in class.. then she gave me that look when i asked her if we shld redo.. then she sae dun nid dun nid.. jux like when u ask ur mum, can u go out tmr, then she sae, go la go la!! then sound sooo pissed.. wld u still feel like going? so stressed out..

i onli made one mistake.. i knew i was wrong!! do u nid to rub it in? oh man.. so sad.. i bet everyone's blaming me.. cuz hse scolded the class cuz of wad i did.. i dun get it.. how cum some ppl make so many mistakes, then they ask to be forgiven, then the tcher jux sae.. this time onli ar.. then like warning liddat.. i din even get warning!! i was blamed str away!! this life is so unfair..

when was this life fair in the first place? LOL. -.-

drone drone drone..

2005-05-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

drone drone drone..

haix.. todae.. nothing much.. styed back to help ppl time.. ya.. really really nothing much.. damn sian.. im d.y.i.n.g.

did my MI in bytz todae.. and bingxin and i laughed over the KM.. and we went to look at the surveys.. for the enrichment wk.. realised not alot of ppl wan fieldtrips.. then for a few surveys no one answred yet lo.. then we go and ans and we look at the summary of the survey.. which was stopid, cuz we were the only ones who answered.. so obviously our answer will be the only one reflected.. =p and she still ask mmi how cum its the same aft i sudmitted in the results..

hahx.. heys.. common sense.. =p we chose the sme thing!! oh.. i forgot.. bingxin doesn't have common sense.. WHOOPS! =p

FINALLY!!!!

2005-05-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!!

one gold wid honours.. we were told that we hafta wait for "more good news".. and "more good news" and even "more good news"..

HAHA.. we finally got it!! thanks to you!! =) SHA-LA-LA.. we got a half-day!!! whee.. then gloria was like.. we came up with a cheer! we want full day!! =) then she was so happie and she smile and smile.. :D

so she sae "i tell u all the cheer u all later mux cheer arhx!!"

"half-day, no way!!
full day, all the way!!"

then they din even get a chance to sae it at first.. but when they finally did, it became..

"half-day, no way!!
full-day, all the way!!"

"half-day, no way!!
full day,.......

MRS CHENG WALKED AWAY"

haha.. it rhymes.. =)

hahax.. wad happens if she sae, half day no way ar.. then TOO BAD.. hehex.. =p well.. tt's wad i wld sae.. hee..

When the sun disappears and i noe.. light will nv dawn again..

2005-05-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

When the sun disappears and i noe.. light will nv dawn again..

ever wonder wad will happen when the sun is gone? how will the earth continue to revolve? will it still be able to continue revolving? wun it be complete darkness, with no glimpse of light at all?

nah.. i dun tink it can continue to revolve.. all's lost.. the only glimpse of hope.. and tt light.. it disappears.. and guess wad? its nv gona come back.. cuz u lost it..

Relationships are like sand in ur hand.. hole it loosely with respect.. it stays there and it will remain there forever.. but on the other hand.. grasp it too tightly and everything falls out.. and nothing is left.. left with absolutely nothing at all..

i told u.. din i? it was jux a nic.. wad for u take it so seriously.. u were in the brink of telling hi everything.. how are u gona go on w/o him? why did u suspect? he told u nothing was gg on.. but wad did u do? believe him and then aft a while become suspicious again..

u trusted him more than u trusted others.. but the thing is.. u din trust urself.. u jux din tell him how u really felt.. u knew he had the ability to make u feel better.. but u din wana bother him.. and u paid with ur own heart.. how does it feel now?

to pretend tt nothing had happened? he was everything to u.. and now u lost it.. wads the use of crying to me now? u din listen to me.. u acted on ur own.. i told u din i.. looking at u now.. i wonder where the old u have gone to.. all because of him? i nv knew u wld become liddat all cuz of a guy..

get a life.. move on.. crying everyday wun help.. he;s nv gona come back.. and u noe it.. everything's lost.. everything's gone.. so am i..

What Happens Next...

2005-05-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

What Happens Next...

so.. they quickly became frens.. and they really clicked.. they could talk about everything under the sun.. that was wad kitty tot.. she felt that this guy was damn nice.. and was extremely touched by the fac tt he waited for her at the river.. and she rmb how farnie he looked when he was trying to swim across the river.. and when she joked, saying thst it seems that she swimmed better than him, he din even get it as a joke, and nodded his head seriously, spurting some water out even.. hahx.. thinking back, kitty just could not contain her laughter and started laughing out loud..

"wads ur probelm eh kitty.. come back from the river stone there all the tym.. then wad we sae u oso dun listen.. then auddenly laugh laugh laugh.. self-entertaining ar.. SAY!! WADS GG ON?!?!?!"
cosy roared and all the other kittens looked at kitty..

"nothing la...." she blushed and went back to her hse.. not long after, gladys came to her hse..

"u left this there juz now.." and gladys took out her necklace and gave it back to her.

Kitty paused.. and then.. she told gladys what happend to her jux now..

"orh!! hehex.. so wad now eh.. isit.. love at first sight?" gladys said, enjoying it as she saw how kitty blush upon being teased..

"no la.. i just wanna make more friends.. realli!!" kitty insisted.. but.. is that really how she felt? she asked herself.. but.. she pushed all thoughts away..

What really happened to GARFIELD..

2005-04-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

What really happened to GARFIELD..

u noe, Garfield is that comic strip that has a cat, then a dog, and a stupid guy.. hahax.. ya.. then i focus in on garfield la.. hahx.. cuz it can be seen from my title right.. hehex.. =p yupps.. so he's that fat and orange cat.. so wad's so great abt him? actualli.. do u all really noe how cum he's liddat? wad happened when he was a kitten? no kittens are born tt fat.. but.. why did he become so fat and bo chap? well.. there's a story behind it de.. here goes..

when he was jux a kitten, he wasn like that at all.. Jon din haf odie, so the two of them were like best of friends.. and they shared everything.. and garfield was sheltered.. he din see the world outside.. he has everything.. jux like a child.. then one day. Jon decides to go back to stay with his parents.. and he brings garfield along.. cuz there wld be plenty of cats at the farm where his parents stay.. garfield could make more frens!

so off they go.. and in trouble comes.. yes, there were plenty of kittens arnd, and garfield had fun playin wid them.. all those male kittens had more games than him! he simply enjoyed it..

one day, he was stuck across a river.. and he hated to swim.. but he had to.. just when he was about to swim across.. he saw this kitten preparing to swim across too.. so he waited for her and they crossed over together.

"whew! we finally crossed it!"
"yupps.. i hate crossinf rivers.. i hate water.. u?"
"me too!! wads ur name? im kitty"
"im garfield.."

they smiled, and this was the beginning of their friendship..

holiday?

2005-04-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

holiday?

ystd went for 100m heats.. lan.. nv get in la.. heck.. muz improve my timing.. then today.. i am supposed to stay off all activities.. cuz i got mc.. oh well.. =p

handed my fren the postcard.. then aft sch went home.. walked to bus stop wid hui jun n bingxin.. saw my fren again.. well.. stay tuned for a story on garfield kkaes.. i jux started reading it.. :)

the day after...

2005-04-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

the day after...

after ystd.. really.. i dun noe how to go on.. only after ystd tt i realised how much it meant to mi.. it kep me busy.. and i realy enjoyed the process.. but i gues.. it's all gone.. somehow.. i haf a feeling that.. this is only the beginnin.. no the end.. more is gonna come my way.. amd its not gona be good..

when u fall.. u mux stand up..

2005-04-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

when u fall.. u mux stand up..

i failed.. i din get in.. there were onli 18 ppl who din get in.. and i was one of them.. don ask me why.. cuz i dunno.. jux.. lemme be..

AbsolutelY DyinG..

2005-04-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

AbsolutelY DyinG..

wah!!! i am still at home today!!! how how how?? today got bio quiz.. got MI debate.. all very very important one!! how now? die lo.. haix.. but cannot liaox.. head damn pain.. stomach damn pain oso.. I HATE BEING SICK!!! pain pain go away.. come again another day.. pain pain go away.. erm.. erm.. I WANNA PLAE!! okayyy.. hahax.. dun match.. i noe.. nvm.. hahax..

feel so groggy.. guess wad? hahx.. i am going back to sleep.. tatas.. :P

guess wad.. im home today.. =S

2005-04-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

guess wad.. im home today.. =S

argh.. im sick.. grr.. this flu id making me talk like thid.. grr.. nose running.. throat sore.. head throbbing.. body aching.. sweating like mad... argh!!! hiax.. went to get an mc.. die la.. today long day lo.. wad if the tcher teach lotsa stuffs? they alwaes liddat one la.. teach alot when i not there.. hrumphf..

today like pig liddat lo.. eat and sleep.. sleep and eat.. drink drink drink.. eat and sleep.. sleep and eat.. drink drink drink.. haix.. sianx.. nothing to do.. *yawnz*.. shall go back to sleep.. hehex.. =P

wahx.. dun disturb me.. i am mugging!!!

2005-04-24T08:13:00.000+08:00

wahx.. dun disturb me.. i am mugging!!!

oh man.. onli one day left.. tmr gg to sch!! but i still haven started on my hw!! oh shit man.. die die die.. oh no oh no!!! *sneeze* and the worse thing is.. i am havinf a flu.. plus a sore throat.. plus a headahce.. plus bodyache.. plus stomachache.. basically.. I AM SICK!!!

argh.. when u haf hw to do.. being sick doesnt matter animore.. back to work.. muz finish the christopher columbus first.. toopid christopher columbus.. rah!!!!!! =0

nice dinner.. *yumms..

2005-04-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

nice dinner.. *yumms..

hmmz.. aft watching the Pacifier.. went home to bath.. then still got tym.. so dtarted on my christopher columbus essay.. argh.. dun like him.. so irritating.. if he din exist.. then i wun hafta do this liao.. haix.. nvm..

then aft tt changed and went for dinner at crystal jade.. HAHA.. are u jealous? yes, i noe u are.. hehex.. wad a nice dinner.. but well.. i was having a bit of flu lerx.. so din get to enjoy the most of it la.. and felt very tired..

oh.. forgot to sae.. went there for grandma's bdae.. :) ya.. then aft dinner got cake.. bengawan solo got new flavour of cake lehx.. hahx.. mocha.. ya.. then got chocolate on it la.. then all the kids grabbed for it.. then they take one bite and they pass it to mi..
-.-''' cuz its not nice.. wah kao.. good la.. all take me as dustbin.. then i passed it to my bro when he was not looking.. hehex.. :P yupps.. *yawnx..

IP pReViEw..

2005-04-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

IP pReViEw..

ystd alr like... got sore throat.. then this moning really lo.. like cant talk liddat.. and i later tour guide somemore.. wah.. die man.. mux drink more water.. haix.. then reach sch and take tours.. more and more sick man.. nose running.. body aching.. head hurting.. haix.. later still got to celebrate grandma's burfdae.. how to take it? later i monday dun go to sch hor.. go chua chu kang and visit me then.. =S

then the food not nice.. feel like puking.. and head hurting more and more.. then jux now ernest performed.. then the lead singer din really noe the song well.. then he had lyrics in his hand.. but well.. i dink they were quite good la.. but now ernest dun feel like performing.. he sae he dun feel like performing liao.. hahx.. alwaes liddat one la.. he..

now they sae wana watch pacifier.. but they cant find a suitable time.. and they duno abt ernest.. then ant find a suitable place oso.. czu now like.. duno where exactly is more ex.. cuz the website dun sae anything.. ya..

and ernest jux said.. "i am no monster.. " hah! like reall.. hehex.. =P

BoEiNg BoEiNg.. =)

2005-04-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

BoEiNg BoEiNg.. =)

today ar.. half dae.. heehx.. cuz tmr IP preview.. then we hafta prepare.. then i am a tour guide.. hahx.. then i went for the briefing.. wah.. stomach cramp.. damn pain man.. then went for early trng.. but we went gym la.. but it wasn veh vigorous.. we din even finish wad we wanted to do.. hehx.. cuz we ended up talking..

then i was quite thirsty.. then this toopid guy sit at the stones there then drink bubble tea somemore.. then i was cursing and swearing.. WHEN I REALISED TT.. HE WAS ACTUALLI MY FREN.. hahax.. then it was like.. hehex.. so wad lo.. then i call him idiot somemore.. hahx..

then went to bath.. then bingxin and i were talking so loudly like we were at our hse.. hehx.. then so farnie.. i went to buy green apple ice.. then bingxin bought a honeydew.. then when she was walking.. SHE DROPPED THE HONEYDEW!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.. so damn farnie.. then she went to wash the honeydew.. but when she bit into it.. lotsa bubbles came out!!! ahahahaha!! i was so tickled.. toopid bingxin.. make my stomach ache more.. hahax..

boeing boeing was quite farnie la.. then someone hor.. came wid someone.. so ya.. hahx.. then i finally realised abt the bang bang joke thingy.. hahx.. then we played "who, what, huh" then gloria alwaes kena.. hahax.. so farnie..

then boeing boeing right.. hahx.. guys out there.. dun dink u can alwaes plae arnd wid gals and alwaes haf ur cake and eat it huh.. u wun alwaes haf ur way.. hahax.. yawn.. so tired... go slepp le.. good nite.. =@

idiocy is the essence of males' mind!!!

2005-04-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Idiocy is the essence of males' mind!!!

in Spire, mr goh once showed us this calvin and hobbes cartoon, in which calvin says curiosity is the essence of the human's mind.. ya then he tried to show susan where milk will come out from if he sucked it thru his nose.. the4n susan said.. IDIOCY IS THE ESSENCE OF THE MALES' MIND. yeah man.. i agree absolutely..

today right.. during lesson.. at 10.20 am.. stanley, jing chuan, and marcus send me the same type of msg!!! one sae, eh veh boring lehx, chem now.. damn bored.. another sae, eh, damn bored lehx.. chinese now.. sianx.. then the last one said eh, sian la.. now math.. veh bored..

then i dumb dumb tot tt they for real.. then i wasted my msg la!! one i realli replied.. but then the other two is i send msg scold them.. hahax.. =P

Truth lies!!!

2005-04-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

Truth lies!!!

hey.. i noe tt ppl haf been mistaken by my blog.. so.. i haf decided to change it.. it's really not wad u ppl dink kx.. it is not wad it seems.. ok.. i am like.. copying other ppl's words.. but it is really not true.. wadever u heard, regardless of whether i noe u or not, if u wanna ask, u really can ask mi.. i will galdly ans all ur queries, and tell u all the truth.. so its not really wad u dink..

i really dun mind making things clear to anione.. so if u haf any doubts, pls confirm wid mi before u ask other ppl and hear the twisted side.. ya.. the truth is tt.. there was nothing.. there is nothing.. and there is going to be nothing.. so u get wad i am trying to put across here? ya.. so.. dun misunderstand..

SpEeCh DaE...

2005-04-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

SpEeCh DaE...

so wad.. wad i all typed jux got erased..

another time got erased.. haix.. aniwae.. like i was saying for the dunno how many times..

todae ish speech dae.. then at LT5, it was quite peaceful la.. then at LT1.. wah.. there was one guy who stood up and waved when the first person was talking.. then she was like.. err.. wad shld i do? then she continued.. if that guy were to do it agin right.. i wld haf said.. ya.. thx for ur support.. u can sit down now.. hahax.. if i said tt i wonder wad he will react.. hahax.. :P

then at the same place right.. got one china scholar also ask a lot of questions.. but he skipped me!!! argh!!! then i din ans ani questions at all la.. haix.. then hall.. rumoured to be the most difficult one.. then the ppl there.. were better than expected la.. i really hoped tt ppl wld direct quetions at me.. then guess wad? SOMEONE DID!!! hahx.. so happi.. then ya.. so well.. its over!!!! yayae.. but i talked to my newfound fren.. and i found out things tt.. well.. i dunno.. wad u dunno wun kill mi.. but well.. i alr noe.. so.. die la.. and i was quite disappointed..

cuz my class.. BEST OG.. nv cheer at all.. so sad.. and i heard things tt i rather not hear.. and i feel.. damn upset and UTTERLY CRUSHED.. haix..

but crystal cheered me up.. hahx.. cuz she did her grp pop stunt.. then got poster.. then got one smiley face.. hehex.. then she kept on opening up and sae "SMILE!".. haahx.. so farnie.. spastic la she.. president of spastic club.. hehex.. =P

A bRaNd NeW sTaRt...

2005-01-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.. very long nv update liaoz.. sorry.. but i do kip record la.. i will update asn soon as i can.. hopefully nxt tue.. yupz.. =) miz ya all..

First Dae of NJ..

2005-01-03T15:41:00.001+08:00

First Dae of NJ..

Today first dae of school.. saw cheryl.. she go HC lehz.. so smart.. :P then put on my uniform juz now.. feel so weird.. nvm.. will hafta get used to it.. then i beginning to feel that mabbe my skrit is short like wad mum said.. then in the end i go sch.. wah kao.. everyone's skirt is even more short than mine la.. like.. all above the knees.. even mid-knee length.. tsk tsk.. hehex.. then in my class pready got cliques liao.. went back to NY juz now in the morn.. then saw euods, RG.. then the principal talked quite alot.. hehex.. :P yupz.. not much happened today la.. not veh interesting..

SiAnX..

2005-01-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

SiAnX..

today is officially the last day of the holidays.. but this holiday has been quite an enjoyable one la.. no hw.. haha.. but tmr going back liaoz.. dun go into the wrong gate.. haha.. asked my mum for a raise in allowance.. and she hesitated a moment.. and she agreed!! haha.. but only raise 5 dollars.. so now its 20 bucks a wk.. sigh.. also not much la.. but well..

And today i had such a nice dinner.. haha.. its like.. the last day i can eat to my fill lohz.. cuz i decided to go on a serious dieting programme once i start sch.. sigh.. haha.. really sianx.. shall end here.. heez.. =)

Happi New Yr! : )

2005-01-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

Happi New Yr! : )

Halo.. haha.. happi new yr!! hehe.. in the morn hit off a bad patch lo.. its like.. let me slp later la.. soon cannot liao lo.. my parents forced me to wake up lohz.. so wad.. sigh.. nvm.. getting into the mood of going back to sch.. so sianz.. sigh.. ystd went to toa payoh central to do some last min shopping.. actualli is do some last time shopping.. wun be able to go shopping nxt yr liaoz.. muz concentrate on studies.. sigh.. =( cuz when we were in m'sia she i wanted to buy clothes.. then she sae sum back then buy.. hrumphf.. then went this fashion.. haha.. bought 2 shirts and a pair of shorts.. den my relative's mother in-law got hospitalised again.. then they sae she might not make it.. so my parents went to see her..

today went to bugis.. not much also.. went to pray at the temple.. then went OG look for slippers.. but it's all so ex lo.. sigh.. then e ppl see the word "sale" hor.. then they but sooo much things.. like no nid money liddat.. sigh.. but in the end nv buy anything at OG.. but i went to sil lim square and found my slippers.. haha.. but went home and found out that my mum's slippers and mine are almost the same.. heez.. but mine is so much cheaper and nicer.. hehe.. gek my mum.. heez.. =) alright.. cya..

Ending on a hi-note!! =)

2004-12-31T16:14:00.000+08:00

Ending on a hi-note!! =)

okie.. its the last day of 2004.. its been a long time since i have written.. yupz.. sorrie!! went to HK fr 19/11 to 23/11.. it was so damn fun lohz.. then we went to so many places.. haha.. i went there with my mum, aunt and grandma.. but so sad.. my grandma fell during the trip.. so she din really get to enjoy.. sighz.. lets hope it wun happen again.. but i dun think my mum's gonna bring me there again.. but i wanna go lohz.. haha.. =) then went back to m'sia also.. fr 22/12 to 27/12.. then went to miao qun's bbq on the day i came back.. so rush.. but also veri fun.. heez.. : )

ya.. actualli this yr has been very fruitful.. but i'll soon be going off to NJC.. will miz NY.. but sigh.. wad to do? sch fees so ex.. i will miz all my frens in NY.. sigh.. during the induction i felt so nolstagic lohz.. sniff sniff.. i'll miz u all soooo much!! wah!! = S then went to this raintree productions thingy.. my mum went with me.. then aft which we went taka.. then i saw this brillant nic calendar!! haha.. muz save up to buy.. heez.. =) then u noe.. i wanted to go to penag on the day the tsunami hit it.. but whew.. luckily din go.. mum din let me.. but it was so close.. sigh.. wad a way to end 2004.. a tsunami.. well.. shall stop here.. cya nxt yr!! heez.. : )

An Arty Axperience..

2004-11-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

An Arty Axperience..

Haha.. nice title hor.. now I have decided to put nice title.. cuz gav always sae my blog very boring.. so at least got interesting title la hor.. hehe.. but.. it wasn a very good one la.. a bad case of alliteration.. still rmb wad that means? Haha.. sure u do.. but exams are over over over.. so u no need to care abt it anymore.. sha lala.. haha..

On wed then they gave us this consent form to go to the art museum.. then they sae Friday going.. so fast.. always so last min one nanyang.. this sch har.. everything oso last min.. but I cant complain much oso.. hehe.. cuz I oso liddat.. if wen kai was here.. haha.. I bet he will laugh at me and sae I lamer.. hehe.. eh eh eh.. dun think wrongly hor.. I told u I xiang3 tong1 liao.. okay!?!? Haha.. then the consent form sae 9-12.. then I tot 12 then can go home liao lohz.. I oso tot we wld stay in class and play until 9.. but who knows.. we gotta check our marks.. then still hafta go listen to 2/1's form tcher talk abt art.. then I used my cam to take pics.. haha.. if now I dun take.. then no chance le.. sigh.. feel so sad.. but I shant talk abt this now.. I will talk abt this when I have nothing to talk abt.. haha..

The TPY cum in and kip on ask if we finish liao and things liddat la.. quite irritating.. but we dun care her.. I was still fiddling with my cam.. hehe.. dun care u liao!! Bleh!! @#$%^&*$ hehe.. nothing bad to write.. so write liddat.. yesh.. I know I lame.. but if I am not lame to u all now.. when can I be? Haha.. then ms ng cum in and sae abt math.. then she sae I honest.. cuz I minus mark and I tell her.. hey.. I wun wan to if I had the chance.. why others always add marks.. then I always minus marks? Sigh.. hey! Be fair!! Haha.. nvm la.. its all fated.. I shld not care so much abt it.. as long as I live without regrets.. that's nice.. haha..

And.. we were late for that talk.. cuz we din noe abt it.. but we were too preoccupied with taking pics.. I striked it off… haha.. me the big trouble maker again.. hehe.. then we were late for half an hr.. and we tried to sneak in in front.. but the behind those ppl nv.. so mrs tan wee san saw and then erm.. sorta told us off la.. hehe.. then that tcher cuz of exhibition ate paper for 40mins lo!! But he got vomit la.. wow..

The art museum was better than wad me expected.. then we left a small note in the guestbook.. sort of la.. then we said world peace!! And then nicknamed ourselves 6 tomatoes.. haha.. maybe ten yrs later it will still be there.. ahh!! Dun say le.. I feel so sad.. hrumphf.. sniff sniff.. *drip haiz.. then we kept on eating.. on the bus.. haha.. then when we came back still got talk lohz.. then fr 12-1 we juz stayed in class and take pics.. then take nearly whole class pic oso.. hehe.. muz thank the 2/10 ppl for helping us.. haha.. then we still hafta move chairs.. but Elaine mum come oready!! And she wait very long and she not very happi.. I go her hse to practise piano wad.. got one wk liao.. haha.. then we went to her hse to have lunch.. yupz.. haiz.. I think I better stop here.. cuz aft that nothing liaoz.. then she teach me a tune.. haha.. feeling quite sad now.. always think that the class not very good.. but now.. sigh.. I will miss u 2/9.. u will always be imprinted in my mind.. and thankyew for giving me the happy times.. muackz!! : )

Well.. I finally did it..

2004-10-27T19:09:00.001+08:00

Well.. I finally did it..

Well.. actually.. this whole yr.. I sorta wasted it.. spent so many days and nights thinking abt him instead of concentrating on my studies.. beginning of this yr I still cheng3 qiang1.. sae I wanna study hard and do well so I can go to IP.. and this yr I am really gonna concentrate on my studies.. but well.. did I? If I had.. I wld have had a lot of confidence in myself and dun go NJC.. but.. there.. it is gonna be a fact that I will be there for the nxt 4 yrs and leave NY..

But hey.. look on the bright side.. I did something that I have been brooding over for the past yr.. the whole yr I have been thinking of him.. and feelin sad.. and wadever la.. sometimes these type of thing.. I rather not think abt it anymore.. cuz I feel like such an idiot lohz.. the whole yr.. my emotions were mostly abt him.. but I like.. nv really care abt things that will really matter nxt yr.. sigh..

But these things will be wad a normal female teenager will go through at one part of ur life.. so.. juz hold on to it.. and then the dark clouds will soon clear and happi days will be back again la.. u juz gotta look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. so juz smile ur way thru la.. wad for show others that u are unhappy and make them feel moody too..

Actualli I think everyone has experienced this before.. like when this person is not feeling very happi.. then when u walk pass her.. u juz smile to her.. and guess wad? u juz made her day better!! Sometimes when u are unhappy and ppl do that.. u will naturally tend to smile back.. so u wun feel that unhappy anymore!! : ) but lets sae.. u are feeling bouncy and happy.. then this person come and tell u.. can u juz stop bouncing around???!?! Uh oh.. then.. u will juz keep quiet.. then in the end.. u will feel unhappy oso.. well.. anyway.. juz smile ur way thru la.. the world will be a much brighter place.. YAY! Haha.. =D

Bumblebee or ANT?? >.<

2004-10-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Bumblebee or ANT?? >.<

Today we are having telematch!! Last Friday the even classes were having fun then we had to go to the art museum.. but ours was bitter before sweet.. haha.. but then mr ellis said there were some ppl who were making things difficult for him.. and that they din have these problems last yr.. and he still sae if these ppl who were giving problems be more like those who din give problems, he wun have to talk to us and take up our time liaoz.. then I was the first person to be called lohz!! So paiseh.. then in the end he called everybody who were going to go over to other schools like NJC, VJC, NUS High.. we din give any trouble lohz!! He juz asked us if we were confirmed leaving.. wah kao.. then he make us seem like the black sheep of the whole batch.. and never listen to instructions liddat.. NEXT TIME, PLS SAY NICELY K.. we din do anything wrong lohz.. so angry.. but well.. no next time le.. dun care.. heck.. next!! Haha..

Got some election for nxt yr's president of student council.. then we had our telematch.. the first one was this race that we had to turn 7 rounds with our head leaning on the top of a big cone.. whoa.. so dizzy.. then have to run through these small cones.. then have to put ur face in this plate of flour and bite on to a gummy bear.. then we were all so dizzy lo.. then shirlyn so li hai.. haha.. she bounce bounce bounce without her head on the cone.. juz put her hand there.. and she bounced through the whole thing.. haha.. then still got one where we have to pair up.. then one person go there and blow a balloon.. the other one go and tie up the balloon.. then in the end lao bear found out that at the balloon's neck there got a small hole.. so that is why it was so difficult to blow..

After that it was recess.. before the telematch.. wendy and I went to look for mrs tieh.. but ms seah was there.. and they like.. not gonna stop talking.. so we decided to come back during recess.. but ms seah was still there!! Whoa! Tok for 2 hrs liao leh.. dunno wad they tok abt.. nvm.. let’s wait.. then got one tcher came in and asked abt our class tee.. then wendy sae the pic in front was an ant.. but I always tot it was a bumblebee!! Haha.. then in the end we went to ask other ppl.. and they either said dunno or they sae it’s a bumblebee.. hehe..

After recess also got class game.. like obstacle race liddat.. then the first one was this game that we had to hold hands.. and then the first person will walk from the number 1 to 36.. then everybody will have to follow the first person.. ya.. then lao bear suggest going in register number.. then li jie was quite pissed today.. dunno why.. cuz Rachel ong suggested a way to li jie.. ask her to let go of my hand.. which at that time both our hands were under someone’s hands.. then she pull li jie’s hand above tt person’s hands and then ask li jie to grab my hands.. then li jie was like.. ~roars ISNT IT JUST THE SAME?! Hehe.. : P but even tho we finished later than fifteen minutes.. they gave us full marks cuz we cheered for one another.. yaye!! : ) then she oso sae we got class spirit.. haha.. whee.. but we got cheat a bit.. cuz supposed to everybody go at the same time.. but halfway we broke off.. hehe.. so abit the cheating la.. haha.. but nvm..

Then another one is like got one poisonous river.. then we hafta get the whole class across it.. but then they sae wanna carry ppl across.. but we din make it la.. then before this got one is another obstacle race.. got some objects strewn all over the floor and we hafta walk thru without banging into them.. Rachel lim was the person-in-charge.. cuz she became a councillor! =) then she gave chance la.. cuz got a few ppl knocked into the objects.. but she din sae anything..

Got class interaction.. then we were not really into it.. then the whole session was like.. saying the tchers no good.. Haha.. and complain complain la.. haha.. that’s us.. : ) wanqin they all got rehearsal at 4.30.. then nobody pei her.. so I stayed and played badminton with her.. then we borrowed two shuttlecocks.. then both kena lost on top of the pillar.. hahah.. yupz.. hope they went thru smoothly for later's audi rehearsal.. ~thumbs up!

2004-10-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

FruiTful DaE

This debate abt team A shld put all the good ones or if Team B is all the not so good ones has been going on ever since we started choosing.. haiz.. finally.. it’s the day itself.. and surprisingly.. we were like.. all set.. haha.. we always liddat one la.. haha.. that is wad our class is good for!! Whee!! The first we have netball tournament with the odd classes.. then we the team B one oready not much confidence liao.. then in the qualifying round we kip on getting tied with opponents.. but its those type of 0-0 tie.. hehe.. but hey!! Its still a tie k!! haha.. then in the end they sae wanna have a few more matches.. but still have the same results.. so they decided to draw lots.. then.. we got in!! haha.. then for semi-finals.. we won!! We finally got 1 more goal then our opponent!! Yaye!! But ours is 1-0.. haha.. but still win la.. so we at least got 1 second!! Yaye!! Haha.. then up against 2/7.. whoa they damn qiang2 lohz.. then in the end we realised that they put the B team as very strong one.. only they did that.. cuz their A team was not ery satisfactory.. so they made us sorta lose our guard.. so well.. u guessed it.. we got second.. we lost to them.. but hey!! If they followed the rules and put their Ateam as stronger one.. we might have won.. bvut nvm.. its fated.. yupz.. but 209 A team got champ!! Yaye!! Great job man!! : ) but I oso very glad that we got second.. and this gave me reassurance that I can at least catch a ball.. haha.. first quite good lehz.. got 40 dollars swensen's voucher.. so good right? But second dun get any thing.. if only they gave like.. 20 dollars or smth.. sigh.. nvm.. got second oready very happi le..

For softball, we were not that satisfactory.. so we din even get into the semis.. which mean that we din even get pass the qualifying rounds.. sigh.. but suan le.. gotta cheer up! At least we got a second for netta netball.. ya.. but got some classes they deliberately ask the pitchers to throw the ball into the hoop.. I din noe all these lohz.. I juz know that we should keep the game going.. but suan le.. they wanna resort to these dirty tricks.. but later Ma Anyi came to apologize.. but I still quite unhappy la.. but I dun think it was nice to put her in a difficult spot.. so juz sae nvm lorhz.. but surely other ppl oso got boey siong one wad.. so I cant speak for everybody la.. haiz..

Late got speech training.. but at 4.30.. so late.. go libraray do duty first.. then later went for speech training.. that gary tang help us edit our show until so.. pervertic and.. eeews.. something liddat la.. throughout the whole thing we were like.. eeee!! Haha.. but I think its betta la.. of cuz.. : P budden.. we also realised that we were all becumin lobsters.. cuz juz now the weather was so wad lohz.. play netball play halfway it started to rain.. then after that it became so sunny.. and during softball we were all taking shelter under the big umbrella.. but in the end still becum liddat.. some good the umbrella was.. haiya.. nvm.. oh.. and in the morning I showed them his pic thru friendster.. but wanteng came later and then Elaine switched off the comp liao.. so she din get to see.. hehe.. =) oh today is rachel goh's bdae!! happi bdae!! =) happi bdae to you.. happi bdae to you.. happi bdae to youuuu.. happi bdae to you!! : )

Busi Busy Sunday!!

2004-10-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

Busi Busy Sunday!!

Today I was dragged out of my bed by my parents.. they kip on sayingi hafta wake up or I will becum fat as sleeping late will make me fat.. and I was too tired to argue with them.. nevertheless.. I was still dragged out by them.. haiz.. went to the temple.. cuz mum was abit worried that she was really not healthy.. like wad my aunt sae.. grr.. then went to have breakfast and went to market.. then my bro and I stand there and talk.. cuz my dad told us not to anyhow walk.. luan4 luan4 zou3.. haha.. okay.. being lame.. nvm.. then we talked abt wad we wld do in malaysia.. actually I think I will be quite boring.. cuz my fun cousin.. the one who initiates the fun games.. and he has got a gf liao.. so I bet the whole day she wld be clinging on to him.. like some one's gf la.. ex.. sorry.. ya.. so he wun have time to play liao.. and I bet my cousins also have bf liao.. so I will juz hafta go watch DVD with my bro and be a couch potato.. oso quite shuang3 la.. haha.. okay lohz.. settled! Haha.. : )

In the late afternoon we went to orchard to redeem haagen daz ice cream.. then we went to john little.. whoa that salesgirl hor.. so slow and cant do simple math.. 14 minus 9 she still hafta use calculator.. so many times some more.. and they very slow and rude.. no wonder they dun dare giv out feedback forms like wad all the other counters were doing.. haha..

Again no time to watch dan's vcd.. aiya.. then in the end still hafta tell her I haven finish watching yet.. she muz be thinking hor.. this ziyin har.. watch one vcd oso muz watch so long.. tsk tsk.. haha.. okie.. nvm.. I think Daniel wu's shows quite okay la.. very funny and abit lame la.. but entertaining.. haha.. but he mostly work with Jackie chan.. and Jackie once said that he was like his second son.. but he nv sae Daniel wld succeed him.. why he sae the same thing to so many ppl har? Ermz.. not many la.. he oso said that to Nicholas when they were filming the Gen-X Cops.. that was in 1999.. haha.. he oso said that nic would succeed him.. aiya.. who cares la.. as long as there are nice shows to watch then can liaoz.. going pok le.. no money.. sigh.. how how?? Aiya.. nvm.. take a step at a time.. the bridge naturally straightens when I reach it.. haha.. okie.. nxt wk last wk le.. SHO SAD!! Bawl!! Wah!! *sniff*

UnExPeCtEd..

2004-10-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

UnExPeCtEd..

Today hor.. so unexpected lohz.. I got woken up from a nice dream by my mum.. then she sae wanna go my aunt's hse.. siao.. who wanna go.. everytime go there my life turns topsy-turvy and god knows wad will happen.. she believes in this type of medicine called aryueveda.. this kind of medicine from India I think.. and every time she comes back from other countries.. she inputs new ideas into my parents.. my dad esp.. but wad to do? They have the same parents.. same breed one.. haha.. my mum abit the sceptical liao lah.. then she makes us take this kind of laxatives which is said to be able to clear out ur system.. it is so unbearable lohz.. I cant take it!! So I dun like it..

But in the end still go la.. cuz no more excuse liao.. then I was right lo.. she go and sae my mum suffering fr parathyroid.. hey!! She still go and suggest that my mum dunno do wad cleanse.. every three mths have to once.. wah.. like this hor.. her butt surely will kai1 hua1 one lohz!! Dun care her.. but my mum abit the worried la.. grr.. all her fault!! Shall nv step into her hse again.. grr!!

But this tym I decided to come out is cuz my dad bribe me oso.. he sae if I go he will buy me the sports shoes I want.. hehe.. okay loh!! Haha.. so we went to Funan The IT Mall to look.. there got Royal Sporting House and World of Sports.. but one of the stores dun sell New Balance.. abit the out-dated la.. haha.. then they dun wanna spend so much.. so I hafta stick to as cheap as poss la.. in the end cant find.. so they brought me to Peninsular.. it's a bit like queensway.. so I found my shoes.. it din look very nice la.. but wear liao still ok lohz.. so I bought it.. cost abt 70.. quite cheap la.. haha.. okie.. hapi and satisfied!! Whee!! : )

Dad sae wanna bring mum to the bridge that was shown in the show that starred Qi YuWu and Pierre Png and Fiona that one? Ya.. and chen hanwei one.. anyway.. that tian2 mi4 smth one.. nvm.. haha.. ya.. they showed this very colourful bridge and at that time mum sae wanna go see.. then my dad took it for real.. then we walked for at least an hr.. and.. we still haven reach yet.. whose bright idea was it huh??? Then at last we reached.. but nv bring camera or anything.. then we juz crossed liddat.. mum sae look nicer on tv.. aiya.. of cuz la.. they always make it nicer.. that is why they get paid right?? Haha.. in the end so tired.. had to take taxi home somemore.. haiz.. yawnz.. wanna go slp liao.. bb.. =@

Free Ice Cream!! yAyEEEE!!.. and a tribute to someone..

2004-10-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Free Ice Cream!! yAyEEEE!!.. and a tribute to someone..

That time I sent the link to everybody.. cuz ms wee sent me one.. then she sae can get free ice cream.. very big scoop somemore.. haha.. so I went to apply la.. donch u noe this girl over here is a greedy big pig?? Haha.. then today right aft our cross country we went to redeem..

But the cross country hor.. I very disappointed.. sigh.. u noe.. in the beginning I still okay.. then later on I nearly fainted lohz..wah kao.. sigh.. then got 349.. sigh.. and I wanna specially thank someone.. lets welcome.. ELAINE PHUA!! She really hor.. great man.. at first I was feeling giddy.. then wanteng bent down to tie her shoelaces.. but she went on.. how can I tie her down? She should run!! Cuz she can do it!! Jia youz wanteng!! Then in the end Elaine oso feel like vomiting.. then she dragged me all the way to the finishing line.. I kept on stopping.. and I din noe I will be able to reach the finishing line.. it seems so far away!! I felt like dying.. so painful and miserable!! Then she went and sae.. u cannot give up!! Thanks Elaine.. I din have a chance to thank u.. and u noe.. this type of thing is very diff to talk abt right in front of u.. but I really wanna sae.. u are great man.. I knew I was right to quarrel with my mum over u.. rmb I told u once that my mum dun really like me to be frens wif u.. cuz she sae u lead me astray.. but I.. juz had a feeling that.. u are different from the so-called "friends" that I once had.. u are not gonna betray me..

You know.. I feel that I have wasted the yr away.. there are more things to be touched abt instead of a guy I met coincidentally.. and dun even noe him well enuf.. come to think of it.. Elaine.. u were always there when I needed someone to talk to.. even if u knew tt aft listening, u might becum more vexed.. but u nv voiced it out to me for fear of hurting me.. u noe.. I am really scared that on the last day of sch I will burst out into tears and could not stop.. wanteng.. u nv failed to encourage me when I was in low moods.. and wang huan.. u always told me that I have to accept life as it is.. and always told me that I shld let go.. wendy.. u gave me a sense of responsibility.. and I know.. in our hearts.. u will always be our little sis.. and wanqin.. time passes so fast.. so fast.. and its been 5 yrs.. funny how life goes and twist us from strangers to great frens.. in our clique, everyone has a special and unique character and personality.. which none of us will ever forget.. also.. before I found this clique.. there were always some ppl there who were always behind me and supported me and were there when I was down.. and when I was sooo unbearable last yr.. they still regarded me as their friend.. well.. Dannie.. lijie.. corinna.. yi jing and ding.. u all are the bez!! and I noe.. I will always keep a special place for u all in my heart..

I Found it!! But.. do I, or do I not???

2004-10-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

I Found it!! But.. do I, or do I not???

Today hor.. erm.. take back lit and history.. ya.. today can count as the happiest of the three days la.. haha.. so.. went to have recess.. then dunno how bring the topic to idol.. then I sae nichola tse not bad.. then wanqin sae I fickle-minded.. then I tell her I not that bad liaoz loh.. cuz like Edison for almost 1 yr le lehz.. so the most like two idols la.. haha.. then wanteng sae she worse.. cuz she can everyday change.. haha.. then wang huan said.. "I think u are quite zhuan1 yi1 towards wen kai wad.." hemhem.. well.. I dunno.. well.. lets juz not talk abt it..

Aft history right.. then we went back to class la.. but before that right.. actually Elaine, wanteng, wanqin and me sneaked out of the audi.. cuz the tchers were busy attending to the ppl who wanted to ask abt the paper la.. then we nothing to do.. very bored wad.. so we went out to buy fruits and went back to class.. haha.. then I help wanteng to get her free ice cream.. but not successful.. so she will have to try again.. yupz..

So I used the internet la.. then went onto friendster.. then juz curious.. I went to search his name.. and guess wad? yupz.. I found it.. then I show wendi.. then she sae he not very shuai and dun really look like Edison.. hmm.. then I was like.. ya..

Then I juz watched .. then that Charlene said.. she finally realized that when someone ans that he dun like her when she confesses that she like him.. it’s a very painful feeling.. and that her heart really hurt.. was that how I felt at that time? Actually.. hehe.. I forgot.. the truth is.. I always sae I cant forget him.. but.. have I been thinking extensively abt him lately?? If I was? Why izit that when he smsed me.. I was like.. not very enthu.. and somemore.. I was in shock!! And towards the later night.. I felt.. very tired.. and wanted to end the conversation.. why?? I should have been very excited and did not want it to stop.. right? Why?? Very long nv see him le.. then today saw his pic.. normally.. if I had found it.. I would have str away added him and do wadever I can in friendster.. however.. I juz looked at his testimonials.. and then some other things.. and I juz logged out.. but I kept on thinking abt it.. was I attracted to his looks in the first place, and then to his character? Or was I juz simply too despo at that time and I juz wanted some.. u noe.. some fun.. if it was really the second reason.. then I can simply sae.. that’s it.. it was infatuation.. but.. why.. so long? Haiz.. why is this so luan?? Why izit that matters of the heart are so confusing and complicated?? Why cant things juz be simpler?? Haiyo.. suan le.. like I said before.. if I can do without vases in my room.. I can do without guys at this age.. so he is juz my bro.. and then..

Ya.. nic and Edison rule!! Haha.. yupz.. idolising is so much more simpler.. juz decide that this particular actor or singer is good-looking.. and then u can like.. haha.. start collecting things on him la.. as simple as that.. yupz.. so erm.. that's my conclusion.. haha.. hey.. I think Nicholas really quite cute lehz.. haha.. =)

dO yOu BeLiEvE iN fAte?

2004-10-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

dO yOu BeLiEvE iN fAte?

Actualli.. some things in life.. it depends on urself to work things out.. but.. hey.. look around u.. there are some things that juz happen, without any reason.. and it oftens happen so naturally that u dun even realise that it has occurred.. I believe.. yupz.. this is fate..

That day aft exam.. we went to redeem ice-cream.. then wanteng, wanqin, wendy and me were at Lido's McDonalds and we juz happened to talk about this la.. and we met yi jing they all.. so this is fate.. haha.. cuz we din meet euods and elaine.. who were also there.. and wanteng and wendy.. the science veri good one.. sae they believe that they themselves control their lives.. aiya.. everybody believes in diff things wad.. so we debate and debate. But in the end.. come to think of it.. wads the use? So I decided to stop la.. haha.. but on the way home.. I kept on thinking abt it.. wanteng says you have to work for wad u want.. like for results.. if u wan good results.. u have to work for it.. but u see.. sometimes ppl work very very hard.. and yet they do not get very good marks.. on the other hand hor.. some ppl.. they study less.. and yet they pass their exams with flying colours.. like last time.. for PSLE.. my fren oso studied very hard.. but her results were not so satisfactory.. yet this terence, he juz study a while.. then the whole wk of exam he play and watch tv.. then he became top student of our sch.. li hai right? Aiya.. so thus type of ppl have intelligence wad.. so its fated that they are more intelligent.. some things juz cannot be changed..

Like.. sometimes.. even when I start to believe that things are not fated and u have to fight for wad u want.. things juz happen.. well.. no harm in believing right? Haha.. like.. I nv tot of cumin to NY.. only tot of Anderson.. then in the end din go Anderson.. but came to NY.. so well.. then I juz need one more mark then can get scholarship liaoz.. but well.. I am fated not to get the scholarship.. cant do anything abt it right? And its fate that I get to be a niner.. why am I not in the other classes but two-nine? Proves that fate plays a part la..

And alos.. wen kai.. sometimes.. I will think.. life would be different without him.. but well.. its over.. and I have gotten over it.. life has gone back to normal.. but.. one year's gonna pass soon.. I will be in Malaysia exactly one year after I meet him.. but it doesn’t matter anymore does it? Like wad mum said.. he is juz one chapter in my life..

Whoever thought of IP in sec one? In sec one we had little squabbles over nothing.. quarrel heer and there.. fight over trivial things.. and now.. time is really running out.. who could predict that I would be going to NJC? No one.. if only I spent my time thinking abt other things and quarrelling with ppl.. I shld have used this time to cherish the time with my classmates.. I cant bring time back.. so I can only treasure the time left.. if only I had another chance to choose again.. perhaps things might be different.. but if its fated.. nothing can change it.. I guess.. I will juz have to follow the path that is led out for me.. and not go and anyhow go cross other ppl's path.. sigh.. so sad.. but as long as u ppl cross by my path and leave ur footprints there.. I’ll always rmb u..

Nanyang – The Jokingly Pervertic Side

2004-10-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

Nanyang – The Jokingly Pervertic Side

Hmmz.. actually not much happened today.. but.. gotta sae smth rite? Hehe.. had speech training at 2.30.. then they let us off late lohz.. check paper.. languauges.. so lan lor.. Chinese and English all like near 60s.. sigh..

I think hor.. Nanyang abit the funny.. they always sae they wan the best out of us.. like.. they mark us strictly during normal work.. so that we can learn from our mistakes and then will do well during major exams.. but u see hor.. nanyang is different u noe.. they count normal work as CA.. we dun have any mid-years.. and the CA is not sae very little ok.. both add up weightage is 50% lohz!! So in the end they are sort of like.. not helping us at all.. right? So wad if we do better during the exams? Dun help much la.. so its juz like a trick.. hehe.. juz like the so-called bonus for the working ppl.. they count one mth as four weeks.. so every four weeks they pay the employees their monthly pay.. so add up right.. the no of weeks in the year is only 48 weeks.. and in fact, the actual no ok weeks in one year is 52 weeks.. so its four weeks more.. so actually the employers need to pay one more mth de pay.. then they juz give bonus.. and sometimes they sae bad economy.. so they dun pay.. not fair right? Now that u all noe.. so its juz.. like a trick lor.. hehe.. : P

For exams or whatever.. the tchers always mark until very strict.. and the papers they alwaes set until so difficult.. so they like.. wan us to die liddat lor.. then they still sae they wan the bez for us?!?! So contradicting.. haha.. then right.. we pay so much money for school and miscellaneous fees.. then the tchers come into class and sae.. you can read your own notes and self-study and do ur own research.. we din pay so much to study on our own lohz.. sigh.. so right.. aiya.. the thing is.. muz take things in our stride la.. dun care lohz.. I think not only I am thinking liddat lohz. I am sure got other ppl will also think liddat de la.. so.. one day.. it will spread to the school.. and improvements will be made la.. but well.. now.. we will have to WAIT..

But hey.. I am also waiting for smth.. ren4 wo3 ao2 you2 is starting on Wednesday!! Ahhh!! Excited!! Haha.. =)

Philosophy? Haha.. No.. This Is Called Fairness IN This World!

2004-10-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

Philosophy? Haha.. No.. This Is Called Fairness IN This World!

Actualli.. today not much things happen la.. so juz stay at home.. lie on my bed and dream dream dream.. think think think.. haiyo.. then my parents made fried dumplings.. mmm.. nice!

So hor.. think and think.. then I realize that.. actually this world is not fair lohz.. cuz u see.. this IP thing.. I dun understand why the sec 2 cohort cannot have the whole sec 2 go IP lohz.. hmmz.. then fr nxt yr onwards.. all the sec ones can str away go IP.. but like mdm mak said.. this world is nv fair..

Anyway.. there are some things in this world that u have but others dun have.. and some things that others have but u nv will have.. like u see.. some ppl have so much pocket money but u dun have.. lets take for example.. Elaine.. u dun hit me hor.. u see.. she gets 50 dollars a week.. but I only get like.. 15 dollars a wk? Haha.. its almost the same pronunciation.. but well.. its almost 3 times lohz.. haha.. but she spends a lot u see.. some times.. u juz hafta be satisfied with wad u have.. I think.. actually.. if u are juz satisfied with wad u have, then everything will be juz nice.. like.. I like the way my life is.. if I get things too easily.. then.. erm.. u noe.. like they always do in the shows.. the guys like this particular girl.. then let say they ask her out.. then she juz sae yes.. then the nst few days then they stead liao.. wun that be like.. too easy? Ya.. then they will like.. give u up aft a while.. ya.. so.. u have to have a bit of challenge..

Anyway.. I think I talking crap.. but.. aiya.. so hor.. juz be happy and satisfied and dun ask for so much la.. when time is running out.. u will juz hafta enjoy every moment.. always look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. =)

Crossed the LIMIT!!!

2004-10-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

Crossed the LIMIT!!!

Arghhh!! I am fat!!! I crossed the 50 line!! I am 51 kg u noe!! I used to be 48.5!! wad happened?? Muz be this few days kip on eating non-stop and cuz I nv go for my daily sprint.. sigh.. nvm.. I will start it soon.. I dun care!! I muz cut!! Muz try to.. sigh.. haiz.. anyway.. then my mum woke me up so early juz to ask me go down for breakfast..

I think the sch veri stupid lehz.. give us 2 slots of rehearsal today.. one at 9.. one at 2.35.. how can?? Then gary tang tot the other students got HMP.. then he went off and we could not find him.. sigh.. then turns out he was in the SAC.. anyway.. went home and went back at 2.35.. so boring today.. then we like.. not enuf time lohz.. so we gotta rush.. sigh..

Juz now at canteen.. some ppl were playing sad tunes.. sigh.. u noe.. I have onli 2 wks left in NY.. I noe some ppl out there are very happie tt I leaving la.. but I dun care wad u guys think.. I onli care abt wad I think.. some ppl told me tt a lot of ppl dun like me.. but I din do anything wrong lohz.. cmon.. u can juz dislike a person based on her looks.. u are so shallow.. well.. not that I care.. who cares anyway.. rack ur head so hard to think who likes u and who does not.. in the end those tt u think are okay with u are not.. and those whom u always think dislike u actually are okay with u.. so?? Why donch u juz care abt ur own opinion and stop thinking abt others?? I dun hate anybody.. cuz I do unto others wad I wan others to do unto me.. but obviously.. well.. this world isn perfect.. well.. as long as u treat me well.. I will treat u well.. tts it.. but I have to say.. aft these few obstacles I have gone past, I feel that being happy is very crucial.. last time kept on dun like this person dun like that person.. but ppl dun like me too.. that was smth I overlooked.. so now.. I dun hate anybody.. and I feel happier and.. more carefree.. so why donch u juz try too? Rather than everytime see me, u say u hate me.. try to juz treat me as someone u dunno and juz walk pass me like u wld to a stranger! Trust me.. it works.. soon.. u will really feel that I am juz a stranger.. so.. well.. u pick.. u wanna hate ppl.. or u wanna feel happier and more carefree? The choice is urs..

Walkathon in Orchard..

2004-10-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

Walkathon in Orchard..

Today hor.. have to go back to sch for field testing.. dunno wad test standards la.. but the paper damn difficult lohz.. den the ppl invigilating are quite old lo.. dunno how are they related.. but none of my business anyway.. then got this girl.. deng bowei.. she so daring lo!! She was juz walking out of the LT.. then she said this is such a stupid test! So loudly lo!! Then everyone heard and started laughing.. hehe..

Dunno wad Elaine put on her blog.. make wanqin so hilarious.. cant stand them!! Everytime make me as subject of joke!! Enuf liao k!! I shall get angry.. no.. I WILL!! So stop it!! Ppl have feelings one k! nvm.. then we went to orchard lohz.. but is wanqin and me go to meet Sharon.. on the bus hor.. it was so frustrating lohz!! Got these sec one gals.. they like nv take bus b4 lo.. they see friends then squeeze here and there.. so wad!! cant stand it.. then make us so squeezed.. like sardines liddat.. cant stand them.. cant wait for them to get off.. grr..

Reach there not even 1 pm.. so we went to sembawang and cd rama to look at cds.. then we compare jerry yen and vic chou.. and we both decided that gareth gates is not out type.. hehe.. bruno and Sharon were on the same train but they were on opposite sides of the train.. Vincent was late!! And he is so tall.. cant even see him.. then he was right in front of me.. yet I cant see him.. hehe..

Wanqin sae she very hungry.. then bruno got influenced.. so they were looking for food court.. then Vincent and Sharon sae lucky plaza got.. walk all the way from orchard mrt to lucky plaza.. then in the end it was so crowded.. then it was juz like a coffee shop.. so we went to paragon.. tsk tsk.. all those ex ex stuff.. then walk out again.. decided to go to centrepoint.. then wanqin sae if the next place bruno brings us we still cant sit down and eat.. then he will pay our lunch.. tee hee.. haha.. : )

So we went to centrepoint.. haha.. so really got things to eat.. then tt bruno buy so much food.. then cannot finish.. haha.. then we went to heeren.. but din take neoprints.. cuz Sharon sae she feels bad forcing them to take.. hmmz.. then we debated over we should go to bruno hse to play mahjong or continue walking.. in the end we continued walking.. then tt bruno hor.. sae he hungry again.. grow liao still grow.. grr.. then I still so short and fat.. hrumphf.. then he sae wanna go coffee bean.. but tt is at the other end of orchard road lo!! Then we saw one coffee bean those type of outside seats.. then got those kind of umbrellas to shade u from the sun.. then got the coffee bean sign on top.. ya.. so we went there.. then guess wad?? haha.. got those umbrellas.. but no seat.. and the coffee bean stall is opening next wk!!! Wahahaha!! Then wanqin was whining dunno like wad.. cuz she sae her legs very tired.. haha.. hee hee.. ; )

So settled for paragon.. went to jollibean and then to dellifrance.. that bruno hor.. tsk tsk.. then we saw Fiona xie.. but she had those type of electric blue hair lo!! Not very nice.. hmmz.. get ur own hair back!! I like her with the normal hair.. haha.. yupz.. then at delifrance we saw another actress.. but she is quite long ago one.. I dun think she acts now.. ya..

Went to toa payoh aft tt.. then tt bruno hor.. hungry again.. sigh.. then we went to have dessert.. then we walk home.. haha.. okie.. yupz.. still thinking abt new police story!! Edison rawkz!! Hehe.. Nic very shuai.. haha.. =)

Reach for the Notes!!

2004-10-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

Reach for the Notes!!

Ystd then made sure that there was no sch on thurs.. tt poong give wrong info.. nvm.. then ask miss ng and ms tan.. so today we decided to go to Elaine hse.. budden will be like doing wad we did on tues.. yupz.. then wendy was not very willing.. but in the end she agreed.. then we try to contact huan ystd.. but could not.. then in the end wanteng sae she called her at 10.45.. reach home so late har.. then her mum sae cannot go.. so it's the 5 of us again..

Yupz.. then we were late.. then wanqin was quite pissed.. haha.. then she told us she cooked dinner last night.. whoa.. nxt time she can be chef.. then open restaurant.. then we can be waitress there.. but she so stingy.. she sae give less pay.. cuz she noe us.. then we sae we will eat every meal there.. free wad.. so she went.. then I deduct fr ur pay lohz!! Wah kao!! How can?? Haven even open restaurant then so calculative liaoz.. hee hee..

Again, wanteng was the first.. and she was wearing an anklet!! And the pants we bought on Monday.. haha.. then we watch tv.. and I went for my piano lesson with Elaine.. then she always stand next to me then I cant play properly.. but once she walk nxt to me I cant play properly.. haha.. hehe.. but I almost learn to play the scales.. yupz.. then the three of them played badminton.. then it was lunch.. wanqin said that she wanted to try elaine’s new maid de cooking.. haha.. then she sae quite nice.. we had spaghetti and prawn balls.. ya.. wanqin was rite.. it was quite nice.. but I dun like the jelly.. got that cherry taste.. so when we play that zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3.. I ate banana instead.. but tt wendy hor.. ate that time sae wad its my body parts.. and u noe how pervertic they can get.. wah kao.. then the worse thing was they continued when elaine's bro started eating!! Arghhh!! Siao ar u all!! Stop it hor!! Or I will retaliate de.. stop making fun of me.. grr..

Wendy went to learn piano aft lunch.. so we went to play table soccer.. elaine’s bro joined wanqin.. then they won la.. of cuz.. they wanqin and wanteng ganged up against me and made me play with elaine’s bro.. ok la.. I dun mind.. but oready abit boey siong.. they somemore like.. they kip on whispering.. blah blah blah.. then when wendy and Elaine cum down right.. they start whispering to them again lohz.. ok.. u may sae I am too sensitive.. but naturally.. if u whisper.. u muz be saying smth tt u dun wan sumone to hear.. then its either elaine’s bro or me la.. then wad things can Elaine hear abt her bro but I cant??? So wad is it guys?? Stop it! I am getting tired. So stop it. I dun like this. I cant stand it anymore. Then Elaine still go and open her big muth and call me her future sis-in-law. Give me some respect. I treat ur bro like my bro. That's it. So stop teasing me. There is a limit. Or I wun go out with u guys again. But I noe u all wld like that. So u all shld noe. I am not happy abt this and I am ANGRY. STOP UR NONSENSE. That's it. Spoilt my mood juz thinking of it. Then I went to buy tix to hong kong. Ok. I dun wanna sae anymore. I am fuming.

New Police Story!! Have you watched this heart warming and touching story yet??

2004-10-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

New Police Story!! Have you watched this heart warming and touching story yet??

Hmmz.. today my mum brought me out with my grandma and aunt.. very long nv go out with them le.. then at first ystd I was supposed to go out with my mum and then go and have lunch with my dad.. and they actually sae wanna go and buy tix for my trip back to bagan serai, perak which in Malaysia la.. but they haven open the tix for dec.. so I went to wanqin hse ystd la.. then at first my aunt sae wanna go climb bukit timah hill.. but I dun really feel like.. I have been up dunno like how many times liao lohz.. so I ask if wanna go watch .. but I was juz making a suggestion.. but my mum tot I was serious.. then she go call my grandma.. then she sae she wanna go!! Yaye!! Then we plan to go to plaza sing.. whee!!

The story was very nice lehz.. and the ppl oso very nice.. hehe.. so it goes.. Charlie young.. has actually backed out of the entertainment circle long ago.. but she came back.. and this is currently her first film she made when she came back.. she is Jackie chan de girlfriend.. then her bro was in the police force.. but cuz of Jackie de too much self-confidence.. he got him killed and 7 others.. onli he survived.. and is danile wu and his 3 buddies and girlfriend hai4 de.. so bad right?? But nvm.. oh ya.. I think Daniel wu got becum more handsome over the yrs.. he last time very thin.. not that good-looking la.. but now better.. haha.. then Jackie was very depressed.. then he kip on drinking.. and he even got knocked over by a little hooligan.. then here comes the hero!! Nicholas tse appears!! Haha.. he saves Jackie!! And he very macho and cool lohz!! Haha.. then he very farnie oso.. whee.. then Jackie and Charlene got go together la.. then in the end.. of cuz they win la.. haha.. but its so nice!! Ahhh!! Nicholas so shuai and cool!! Then he was the funny factor here lohz.. haha.. maybe I will buy the vcd too.. hehe..

But aft tt I was not feeling very well.. but still got walk around somemore.. haha.. then went home at abt 4 pm liddat.. hmmz.. lemme tell u abt ystd nite.. I kept on thinking abt.. ahem.. u noe.. then I talked to Elaine.. so she says.. once this type of thing happens.. you two cant be friends anymore.. so.. you will no longer be like last time.. so happie and carefree.. so.. well.. guess I have to accept reality.. I mean.. I cant kip on thinking abt him until nxt yr right?? I have a bright future ahead.. so I shld not think abt him anymore.. haiz.. anyway.. I think my feelings oready like.. faded abit la.. so I shld gradually stop.. but I think I shld not try to hide it.. I shld slowly let it go.. right? Rather then put on a brave front.. yupz.. hmmz.. stop it!! Haha.. havin my male family members in my life is enuf.. haha.. and Nicholas and Edison as my idols.. yupz.. that’s enuf.. and I think toro like.. not bad lehz.. that ren4 wo3 ao2 you2.. haha.. I am looking forward to it.. yaye!! : ) and guys are juz like.. vases.. and since I can go without vases in my room.. I can do without guys in my life.. yupz.. wun die la.. haha.. hmmz.. nic and Edison rulez!! Haha.. =)

Wild Life Starts Today!!

2004-10-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Wild Life Starts Today!!

Yaye.. exams are over over over.. haha.. and I am gonna fufil my promise of going out everyday and keeping myself busy.. haha.. wanna play myself tired.. hehe.. so today gonna go to wanqin's hse to play badminton and watch vcd.. hmmz..

I arranged to meet wendy at 11.. then u noe wad she did? She called me at exactly 10.30 and sae she reach oready.. tsk tsk.. how can?? So fast?? So nxt time I shld ask her to cum half an hr later la.. haha.. then she will arrive half an hr earlier.. hehe.. no la.. then we deliberately miss one 88 and one 13.. then we sae wanna wait for a double decker.. haha.. then wanqin call to sae tt they reach liao.. wah kao.. u all hor.. no time management one izit?? Or dunno how to read time?? All come so early!! Okay!! Next time I oso come very early.. haha.. then call u all and sae u are late.. hrumphf.. but come to think of it.. is u all wait for us wad.. hehe.. so nv mind.. hehe.. oh.. then the next bus was really a double decker.. hehe..

Reach there then.. we choose vcd.. then they chose mine.. yaye.. that ..
Yaye.. sae truthfully.. that movie is quite nice la.. then they keep on talking throughout the whole movie.. which is good lohz.. cuz I dunno when I may start being a water hose again.. ya.. then after one disc.. wanqin sae she is hungry.. so we went down to eat.. but Elaine sae wanna buy up and watch and eat at the same time.. hehe.. see?? Told u chinese movie can oso be quite nice one k.. then wanqin and we all sae dun wan.. but that fried kway teow stall close liaoz.. perhaps because of the bird flu.. then no egg.. then boom.. haha.. dunno.. in the end we settled for chicken rice.. wendy took 4 plates of those sauce.. got dark sauce and chilli sauce.. then wanteng was like.. dun take so much!! Take 2 enuf.. but I told her juz take.. then guess wad?? in the end she finished up all her sauce and then even took mine.. haha.. : )and then Elaine juz had red ruby.. that dessert.. that was her lunch.. sigh.. no wonder she so thin.. then poor wanqin had to go buy lunch for her sis.. then she sae wan juice.. then wanqin had to walk all the way to prime market to buy.. cuz the provision stall she normally go to nv open.. rest on tues.. poor thing.. then we even wanted to call wainqin.. but nobody got phone.. then I sae got public phone.. but they sae dun rmb the no.. then I sae I do.. then Elaine started talking abt gavrielle and tis quarrel.. but I think they will be okay in a while.. then that time they go out.. whole trip they onli exchanged one sentence.. but actually.. being in a friendship right.. muz have some quarrels.. not huge one la.. small trival ones.. then wun be so boring la.. haha.. like us.. we always got dispute one.. hehe..

After eating.. then we went back to watch the second disc.. so nice!! Haha.. then we watch a bit of that .. cuz got jerry yen wad.. haha.. then 2.30 we went down to play badminton.. first play on the road.. then went to the court to play.. then wanqin, Elaine and I carried on playing while wendi and wanteng went to play playground.. then that wendi hor.. dunno wad she do la.. like little boi boi at the playground liddat.. haha.. then wanteng tired.. she sit down and wendi came back to play with us.. wanteng acted as the net.. then can move one.. haha.. help us to kip the shuttlecock going.. haha.. then got a few times she either knock into pillar or into fence.. haha.. play play one la.. then later she tired and went to slp on the floor.. haha.. then Elaine got improve abit.. haha.. all thanks to us.. haha.. then went back.. watch the meteor rain.. which was mostly on the jerry yen la.. daoming si.. budden the story very nice lehz!! The girl and her adoptive father very touching.. haha.. yupz.. then we went home aft tt.. hmmz.. so tired.. yawnz.. feel like sleeping.. yupz.. bye-bye!! =)

A Brand New World!!

2004-10-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

A Brand New World!!

Haha.. whee!!! Exams are over!! Over over over!! Yaye!! Haha.. budden hor.. nvm end with a nice note la.. like wad the tchers always sae.. haha.. cuz the math soo diff.. sigh.. but a lot of ppl oso sae very diff.. so I m not the onli one la.. haha.. but I think Elaine very smart.. cuz got one question we all dunno how to do.. then she explain to us then make it so easy.. haha..

"Poof"! and we were gone.. haha.. but before that we got go look for tcher.. cuz we have to go for NJC induction programme.. then in the end rite.. li xiao hui sae ask the whole class cum earlier.. but juz cuz of 3 ppl.. sigh.. feel so bad.. but we shall tell them on mon.. no.. thurs.. how can rite? Why the sch liddat one?? Thursday still hafta go sch.. tsk tsk..

Suntec city.. that elaine hor.. wanna go down the bus then go.. nv even warn us.. then we all rush down liddat.. then we sorta got lost.. hehe.. could not find the way to suntec.. anyway.. we managed to find it.. and so lucky.. somebody gave us this pamphlet.. then it features this buddy meal at the restaurant.. whee.. haha.. so we went there la.. hehe.. but amonog all mine was sort of the niceset la.. like wad wanqin sae.. then wanteng keep on complaining.. haha.. she sae not full enuf.. haha.. then she dunno sit until how liddat.. and Elaine and I felt someone pushing the table.. and I found the culprit!! It was wanteng!! Haha.. she go and push push push.. aiya.. but cant help it la.. she got long legs.. hehe.. but the meal still quite ex.. cuz got GST and service charge.. but their service not very good lohz.. wait for our dessert like wait for half an hr liddat..

Poor wanteng.. her socks hor.. kept on falling into her shoe.. haha.. then she kept on bending down to pull her socks up.. haiyo.. We passed by this shop selling luggage.. then Elaine sae her mum always cum here and buy.. she sae the luggage here quite durable and good.. then got 3 yr guarantee somemore.. ya.. so once its up the luggage falls apart tts y her mum hafta keep on cumin here to buy.. hehe.. then wanteng and Elaine becum my salesgirl and help me to get sports shoes to try.. hehe.. then in the end nv buy la.. haha.. today we spent a lot of money on food lohz.. cuz we went to marche aft this.. and same thing.. we had pizza.. and potato rosti.. everytime go then we will order tt.. haha.. but we spent a lot of money on eating today.. but at least I nv spend on those type of useless things rite?? Haha..

That’s not all lehz.. hehe.. we walk around then we decided to go Carrefour.. but before tt.. everywhere we go hor.. then tt sensor will beep whenever Elaine go thru the sensor.. haha.. so we all dun dare to go thru the sensor with her.. haha.. so we bought a chicken roll and sushi and there was a sensor there.. and as usual.. Elaine set off the sensor.. haha.. then we kept on laughing la.. then we turn.. and then there was a person standing there and looking at us!! Oh my goodness!! When did he pop out one?? Like michelle in our Chinese script.. tt yaozu.. always pop out one.. haha.. then turns out he wanna see wad set off the sensor.. hehe..

Next.. we went to McDonalds to eat wad we bought.. and they sae wan me to treat them to ice cream cones.. hmmz.. okay lohz.. then Elaine go and play with the points machine.. tsk tsk.. so playful.. haha.. okay.. here comes the funny part.. then we started to talk about our hair.. then I tell wanqin she should not have center parting.. then I try to help her comb side parting.. but abit the difficult.. cuz she juz pulled out her ponytail.. then her hair not very neat.. so very difficult to comb.. hehe.. then I keep on telling wanteng to put water on her hair.. then I keep on repeating it.. but wanteng and Elaine juz sat there laughing.. then Elaine kept on shaking her haed.. in the end I gave up and started laughing oso.. haha.. then wanqin started tying her hair again.. then wanteng open wanqin’s bottle.. we tot she wanna drink water.. then guess wad? she pour the water on wanqin’s head!! Haiyo!! Then she keep on saying cuz I juz now keep on telling her to put water.. then now she put!! Hahaha.. wahahahahaha.. muahahahaha.. hehe.. sho farnie!! Then we juz sat there laughing like siao.. haha.. then everybody juz kept staring at us.. haha..

On the train we planned to go wanqin’s hse tmr.. cuz poong earlier sae thurs hafta go to sch.. so we change our thurs plan to tmr.. yupz.. then we call wendy.. cuz wanqin sae tt it was at tt station.. marina bay.. that I told wen kai that I eh.. u noe la.. then I was like.. No!! I’m not gonna do it this time.. this time I will call wendi.. haha.. =P

Okay.. and.. I wanna sae.. HAPPIE BURFDAE EDISON!! =) you rawk!!

Yoz Peeps!!

2004-09-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

halo.. haha.. okie.. muz sae smth..

BLOG TEMPORARILY CLOSED FOR EXAMS!!!!

haha.. okie.. muz piah revision.. so.. GOOD LUCK FOR EOYS EVERYONE!!! =)

Decisions decisions decisions..

2004-08-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Decisions decisions decisions..

Sigh.. today kept on thinking if I shld go NJC ornot.. both sides got their own pros lehz.. sigh.. then in the morning.. I went to ask my mum if I can go the mid autumn festival.. but she sae dun wan.. then I abit not shuang.. then Elaine asking wen kai to go.. haiz.. dunno how it will go.. then ystd Elaine had her piano exam.. dunno how it turns out.. sigh.. then today got PE assessment.. then I got 8 upon 10.. so surprising.. haha.. then wanteng today wear hairband.. then elaine sae not nice.. but I think still okay la..

Now I still very mixed up lehz.. wad shld I do?? Shld I go NJC?? I really dunno.. both also got good points.. but the onli thing.. to say truthfully.. that is holding me back in NY.. is my clique.. besides that.. maybe my frens la.. cuz council is not really wad I expected.. if I were to go to NJC.. I muz be able to let go of council.. sigh.. then I tot I could get a post in lib last yr.. cuz last yr not so much prob la.. but now.. so little chance lohz.. not poss le.. then wad if I cant get into HCJC.. then no council.. then no post in lib how??? Sigh.. dunno.. now come to think of it.. NJC is better..

Ya.. maybe I will go NJC la.. sigh.. okie.. gtg study la.. tmr test le.. okie.. buaiz!

Dream Dream Dream..

2004-08-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

Dream Dream Dream..

Today I added smth to my handbk.. if u got see the state of it ystd.. I added time can heal all wounds beside all the forget him thingy.. haha..

Got el elect mahz.. then after recess.. so I went to the lib and I stayed there.. then soo farnie.. after tt I went back to class then I saw my bag on the table.. haha.. then I veri gek.. cuz I tot is other ppl put one.. tot is the other class the elect mahz.. so was abit angry la.. then started to point middle finger.. haha.. then in the end elaine tell me is wanteng put de.. oops!! Haha.. din noe.. sorrie!! Din mean to de.. sorrie arhz.. haha.. =P

This stopid blog tt I had.. the chocolates and sweets one.. so damn stupid lohz.. cant see it.. then cant edit posts also.. so gek.. so in the end I decided to add new blog.. but si ke3 xi1. the other one I nv reach 100.. onli got 96.. sigh.. then I went to check my mail.. onli like.. a few days nv check then so much.. but veri nice and such la.. so started to clear again.. sigh..

Juz now the musical viva thingy was in the audi during assembly.. then the Tang Quartet came.. they play quite nice la.. then got 2 guys more good looking.. haha.. Elaine think the second violin one more cute.. then wanteng sae the first violin one more shuai.. aiya.. both also okay la.. but I think the first violin one look abit like li lip ming.. our Chinese tcher last yr.. now go back to SJI.. haha.. then wt kept on insisting no.. haha..

Euods sae she wan me to lend her the VCD.. cuz a few Saturdays ago.. it showed.. then she watch until halfway.. then nv finish.. so she wan me to lend her.. sigh.. the story was so sad.. to me la.. cuz I kept on crying.. all cuz of him la!! I swear!! Tt I am not gonna cry cuz of him again!!

Wad Is Happening To Me???

2004-08-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

Wad Is Happening To Me???

Wad the hell is happening?? Its all cuz of him!! I hate him!! Get out of my life!! I dun wanna see u again!! U noe wad happened today?!?! I was.. so not normal lohz!! I could not concentrate on my math quiz!! How could it be??? I knew how to do!! I did the sums before!! I could have got it all correct without him!! I told myself ystd wld be the last day to think of him.. argh!! I wanna forget him!!!

Hrumphf.. how how how?? My mind’s full of tots of sat.. why liddat?? I have to stop thinking of him.. anyway.. today when I was talking to wanqin on the phone.. then a person fr NJC called u noe!! They tell me I have been selected to join NJC!!! Wa!! I am sooo happy!! All my hard work have paid off!! Ahh!! All my efforts have not gone down the drain!! Hahahahahaha.. I worked so hard!!!

Eh.. not really la.. ya.. I did make a trip.. no.. 2 trips.. to tampines to get ms phua to write my reference.. but then besides tt.. I din do anything liaoz lohz.. haha.. then got thru the first round.. then go for some patterns thingy.. left the last 4 questions blank u noe.. then furthermore got ppl sae they noe the questions beforehand.. so I might not get a chance.. budden miracles happened.. n I got in thru this round!! Then it was the English paper and math paper.. the English still okay.. but the compo.. I was like.. after 5 to 10 mins then I started writing lohz.. then the math paper I left almost half the whole paper blank lohz.. then those tt I know how to do is anyhow do de.. so my lucky star was shinning on me.. then I got in lo.. haha.. so happy.. whee.. C:

Anyway.. now tt I got in.. I hafta make a decision.. and this is more impt than him.. and I still have my lit test on thur.. and I onli read thru chap 5-8.. so I hafta work hard.. then after thur I hafta make my choice.. no time to think of u.. so u dream on!! I will be able to forget u!! juz u wait and see!! Ahh!! I wanna scream out loud!! Oh and I realise I haven written this for vey long.. so I muz sae.. EDISON ROX BIG TIME!! Whee!!

Disheartened.. is there still any hope for me at all?

2004-08-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

Disheartened.. is there still any hope for me at all?

I went to seletar reservoir to do exercise.. then I went up the tower to look at the magnificent view.. only then did I realise tt I have not went on such trips with my family for a long time.. all these I have missed out.. all the happiness I wld have got.. I only know how to act matured.. to throw tantrums.. to think I am right.. to take everybody around me for granted.. all cuz of him?

I am actually still mad over ystd.. not him.. over tt table tennis match.. how could tt little known kim hyang mi won our li jia wei? Oh my god.. I cant stand tt girl.. tt sickening face of her.. and I donch noe why she muz be sooo aggressive.. I cant believe it.. tt girl was so irritating.. shouting everytime after a game.. cant stand her face.. cant stand everything abt her.. u like Olympics so much? Then u go and stay there la! Stay there and be left on the shelf.. hrumphf.. at least li jia wei got bf lohz.. when she lose she has him to comfort her.. u? u dun have.. hrumphf.. wadever.. I juz dun like her.. not only tt.. I HATE HER!!

I dunno.. maybe I am still being influenced.. maybe I am still not happy.. I juz wanna go back to my monotonous life.. get out!! Get out of my life! I dun wanna have any thing to do with u.. since u are only taking me for a toy.. then u can jolly well go and find others.. stop disrupting my life.. I’m sick and tired oready!!! Argh!!!!

A Sad Birthday..

2004-08-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

A Sad Birthday..

Happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me..

U noe wad? I’m listening to “everytime” by britney spears..
“everytime I try to fly I’m bond without my wings
I feel so small
Guess I need you baby..
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
U’re haunting me
Guess I need you baby..”
It relates.. I’ve nv had such a sad birthday before..

Everytime he sms me.. there’s bound to me something wrong.. I always thought that he wun rmb.. today was such an unlucky day.. bruno they all could not make it.. then when I was going to redeem the cookies.. he smsed me.. ya.. he rmb.. so wad? again.. he gave me hope but dashed it an hr later..

“happy burfdae!!! may u find ur lover soon!” with a picture msg attached
“thx.. tot u wun rmb..”
“wa… is this all I get?”
I tot he was soo sweet.. to say that.. I was so happi.. and so touched.. so I joked with him..
“hee.. haha.. okay la.. thank you okay!! Haha..u wan me to fly over 2 where u r n giv u a thank you gift? :D”
“no problem!”
then wanqin sae wan to see him.. so I sae I try.. I tot.. since it’s my bdae.. he will giv face.. so I asked..
“where are u now?”
“at home.. goin out soon.. u din go and celebrate?”
yes.. I did.. but not today.. u wanna noe wads the greatest way to celebrate? Taking juz a look at you and see how u have been over this miserable half a yr.. so I decided to try and pull his heartstrings..
“no la.. nobody to celebrate with.. den dun feel like going home..so I’m out alone.. haha.. u wanna cum n pei2 me? Or u busy ar?”
which obviously wasn’t true.. cuz wanqin was rite beside me.. and I gave my phone to her everytime I finished sending a msg.. u can say I’m superstitious.. or wadever.. but I to the wld definitely reply if she was holding it.. which proved me rite.. I really hoped tt he will sae yes..
“wad time will you be home?”
goodness knows why he go and ask me tt question.. so I tink he was not very free..
“??anytime le..”
I din really understand wad he was saying.. then I dun wan him to feel tt I’m still under my mum’s control.. so I ans tt..
“I can only make it after 6..”
u noe I wun be able to make it.. if u din wanna see me.. then fine.. dun say anything.. juz sae cannot.. anyway u have been liddat for so long.. spare me the misery on my bdae! Why dinch u do tt? U are so cruel.. but wanqin seems to be full of hope.. she ask me to ask him if he can make it now..
“I’m sick lehz.. erm.. can u make it now..”
he probably thinks its kind of an excuse.. cuz last time I was also sick.. but who cares..
“where are u? not for long k..”
hello.. this kind of tone.. might as well dun go la.. but I noe.. if I din go.. I’ll regret it for life..
“I’m in bugis.. where is it convenient for u?”
I shld not have asked tt.. shld have juz said where I am.. meanwhile.. I try to call my mum and ask for her advice.. but she surely sae no one lohz.. so late.. she was like.. where u wanna go? So late.. then how long do u plan to stay? At such a late time.. I dun feel safe.. so.. she ask me to go home first.. 6 o’clock? No go man..
“potong pasir will be very easy for me!”
the more I go into this conversation.. the more I feel tt he is juz playing with me.. he is not concerned for me at all.. why shld I bother? I really dunno.. why did I becum liddat?? Where is the me tt was full of confidence??
“wai.. u very cruel lehz.. one tt can be reachable by mrt la.. erm.. which other place?”
I cant believe tt I wld one day come to this stage.. like begging him liddat.. I hate myself..
“you can go to plaza sing and then take mrt to potong pasir wad.. make it quick hor..”
wad??? u wan me to go all the way there? Inconsiderate guy.. he doesn’t even care for me lohz.. why am I doing this? I shld be tyring my best to forget him!!
“take very long lehz.. toa payoh?”
“I cant leave potong paisr.. u wanna cum not? Quick..”
wad the..
“how long can u wait?”
both wanqin and I were thinking of the same question.. scarely he can only wait a few mins? Then he is giving me the mission impossible..
“less dan an hr..”
“if I dun reach there within an hr lehz?”
“dan I’m out lohz..”
wah kao..
I was running out of smses.. so I called him and said.. no, I’m not going.. I cant believe it.. he sounded like so bo liao when he ans the phone lohz.. that’s it.. I’m not gonna contact him again..
But I went home and asked mi mum if I could go.. but she said no..
At nite.. I told him I cant go cuz I was sick.. then he juz said take care..
Ya.. onli for today.. after this.. I will resume to my old self.. who’s wen kai? Nv heard before..

U noe.. today was real unlucky.. bruno and Vincent could not make it.. then u noe.. li jia wei din make it to the finals.. there goes our gold.. sigh.. izit cuz of me? I dunno.. I’m real sad now..

So Damn Frustrated!!!

2004-08-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

So Damn Frustrated!!!

Wah kao.. I tell u hor.. there are ppl on this world.. who dun noe u well.. yet judge u by ur cover.. like I sae agin.. and I repeat.. when u are a chio bu.. no matter how qian bain ur character is.. everybody will suck up to u.. then if u are not pretty.. no matter how hard u try.. how helpful u are.. u think ppl will care?? U think if u really have a good character ppl will view u differently? No.. if u think like tt.. u are really too naïve.. like wad I tot.. how naïve I am..

So there are full of these type of ppl..okay.. like this person I know.. tt is how this person view ppl.. bad rite? But if u are the opp.. then I applaud u.. it’s the turht lo.. they dun even noe me.. juz cuz I look qian bian.. izit my fault if I look like tt? U cant blame me loh.. come on.. wad if u were in my shoes? CANT U LEARN TO PUT URSELF IN OTHER PPL’S SHOES? Wadever.. as if I care.. then tt person can sae dun like me.. hello.. I have always believe tt its betta to make friends than enemies. So if u really wanna bcum mine.. fine.. do so.. no one’s stopping u.. who cares.. if my character was really so qian bian.. then I wld have far more enemies lohz.. and I wun have so many friends.. ok? So open ur eyes wide. Then tt person go and influence her friend. Fine lohz.. who cares.. I tot this person looked quite ok at first lohz.. quite pretty.. then guess wad? this person’s attitude sux big time man. U din see how tt person talk to the tchers. Come on. So rude. No manners. So wad if u have a pretty face? U are so arrogant, and u put ur nose in the air and u are such a snob, u think u can be liddat for long? U JUZ WAIT AND SEE. I CAN GUARANTEE U TT I WILL DEFINITELY GET THE LAST LAUGH. I HAVE OREADY SAID. U DUN OFFEND ME. I CAN KILL.

Downcast..

2004-08-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Downcast..

Ystd nite I stayed up until so late to finish my hw.. sigh.. so tmr I dun wanna go comp lab and use comp le.. I have decided to go home!! Haha.. do hw.. very guai1 rite?? Haha.. onli this once la.. cuz got so much hw and science test tmr..

Budden I juz realise that today hafta stay back to check math paper.. then I did very badly.. onli 27.. sigh.. then hafta get at least 44 nxt time to get my average A1 u noe.. sigh..

At nite.. very.. I dunno.. always look at my phone.. then dunno if I shld sms him.. shld I remind him?? Cuz I am quite sure tt he will forget.. but I dunno if I shld.. so I decided to ask Elaine.. the pro one.. then she sae I shld not.. cuz u c.. if I were to rmind him.. then he still din do anything on sat.. then it will be worse rite? Ya.. she’s rite.. then I kept on thinking abt it.. If he din do anything.. then wad shld I do? Shld I still send him smth like.. on Monday or the nxt wk?? But u noe I wun do tt one la.. I wun go and do such things.. to tell him tt I like him was oready so difficult.. then now u wan me to like.. “why u nv rmb my bdae??”.. I wun one lohz.. most prob I will ignore it.. then be very sad.. then after that I will juz go and complain to them.. then soon after I will forget abt it le.. ya.. then wad shld I do abt his bdae?? Shld I sms him or anything? I dunno lehz.. if he doesn’t.. why shld I? Ya.. but he dun like me.. I do.. sigh.. then Elaine sae I shld.. sigh.. this I really dunno.. so maybe.. I shld juz leave things to sat.. anyway.. I dunno if I’m going out.. so if I am.. it may be able to put my mind off all these things lohz..

Hmmz.. gtg now.. haha.. Edison rox!! Whee!! Yaye..

Relationship???

2004-08-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

Relationship???

Today during science lesson.. dunno why we started talking abt wanqin and Alvin and Kelvin.. orh!! Talking abt temp.. haha.. temp count in Kelvin mahz.. haha.. then the other one is measure in degrees celcius.. so Elaine and I was talking.. it shld be alvin instead of celcius.. haha.. then wanqin started saying tt she dun like somebody.. then somebody also dun like her le.. but hor.. who noes.. maybe she unconsciously like tt person lehz?? Haha.. but she sae like also no use.. cuz even if they both like each other.. tt guy dun wanna get into a relationship.. so she sae no use.. then wanqin ask if mine and wen kai counted as relationship.. then last time Elaine used to say no very loudly one wad.. then this time I wanted to say together with her.. haha.. then who noe hor.. she sae suan.. then I sae no.. tsk tsk.. but.. I dunno.. elaine sae it’s a piao1 piao1 ran2 relationship.. then she also added tt it was one without a proper start and without a proper end.. I dunno.. so wad even if I think tt it is? He might not think so and in the end will be one sided..

Tot tt wld juz be a small reminder of him.. tt the day I dread is cumin.. then at malay culture.. huan mentioned tt er jie fu’s neighbour is a sec 4 in NY.. then like him.. haha.. he very shuai mehz??? Cuz the tcher was saying last time the girls so despo even wanna grab sec 1 guys when they are sec 4 mahz.. so huan started talking.. then sae tt girl biao3 bai2.. then huan sae she dare to and me also.. I did wad.. then wt sae she dun dare.. wq also.. then huan sae although she dare.. she nv done it b4.. so she ask mi wad it was like.. so.. I told them abt the whole thing again.. then I told them hor.. this type of thing.. experience le then suan le la.. muz forget.. ya la..

And actually.. when friends turn against u.. things can get nasty.. I really pity my buddy.. she’s feeling so bad now.. argh!! Hate tt guy!! Guys are nasty!! Horrible!! No guys on earth are good things!! Boys sux.. yeah.. girls rule.. always bully girls.. U NOE HU I AM TALKING ABT!

$2 Breakfast

2004-08-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

$2 Breakfast

Sigh.. today hafta go back to school le.. feeling betta le but I dun wanna go lehz.. sigh.. so tired.. staying at home and self-study is so much betta than studying at school lohz.. but still hafta go back to skool la.. one good thing is tt today got breakfast.. then can have breakfast with the rest.. one good thing la.. haha..

But breakfast is not tt nice la.. got bee hoon.. but got the fried onions on top.. I dun like.. bleag.. feel like vomiting once I eat.. so I took those tt dun have la.. then got “pizza”.. haha.. this so-called pizza is this round sweet bread.. then onli got 3-4 pineapple pieces on top.. haha.. pizza.. haha.. laugh si4 ren2.. haha.. then got xiu1 mai2.. that was nicer.. very nice indeed.. but also got fried onions on top.. gbut still very nice.. haha.. then got the chee cheong fun.. but like.. very disgusting.. haha.. so I din take.. got a lot of cakes.. not a lot la.. but 3 types.. got marble cake and butter cake and coffee swiss roll.. very nice.. but the soy milk tasted like plain water with soy milk flavouring.. so not nice.. haha.. but its hot.. so I took it.. stomach not feeling very well..

Wah lao.. then the flag-raising the councillor say so much.. then stomach pain lehz.. then mass dance.. wah kao.. cannot take it le.. went to call my mum.. she sae I shld not have taken milk.. ya hor.. haiz.. then in the end I went to the sick bay.. was deciding btw ging home and staying in skool.. in the end decided to stay in skool.. cuz the test got comprehension.. is multiple choice de.. so I decided it wld be quite easy la.. so hmmz.. ok lohz.. the rest of the day passed quite well..

For our grp recess.. it went on quite well.. got hashbrwons.. but not very nice.. but appreciate wanteng’s money.. whee.. so maybe nxt time aask her to buy smth else? Ya.. haha.. then got my plums and raisin bun.. got wanqin’s rollercoasters.. then huan’s Taiwan sausages.. and wendy’s coffee biscuits.. yum.. nice.. haha.. then after tt I was feeling much betta la.. onli felt quite bad.. cuz I told reb to help me get medicine in the morn.. then turns out it was all along with me in my wallet.. not in my pencil case.. ugh.. haiz..

Sick sick sick.. MC day..

2004-08-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sick sick sick.. MC day..

Sigh.. today went to the doctor.. then he sae its stomach flu.. but it’s a minor one.. also dunno why.. so he sae since no cough no running nose so shld be stomach flu.. then stay at home nv rest but do homework.. who knew.. haha.. Elaine also stayed at home cuz I think she vomited again.. sigh.. the both of us so qiao.. haha.. then at first wanteng sae the ke before recess no hw.. wahahaha.. so gd.. I was so happi.. then I finish studying Chinese and science le.. I juz realised that science is rite after Chinese lohz.. then finished art and el elective.. only to realise that these lessons are on thur.. not tmr.. also gd la.. at least get it off my mind.. sigh.. then wanteng sms me at abt 1.35.. then tell mi so much hw!! All math!! Argh!! Fuck NSL!! Hate her lo!! Give so much.. cant stand it.. how do u expect me to get better if u give me so much work!! Argh!! Go die la.. grr..

But the doctor sae if still not feeling well I can go and extend my mc.. sigh.. nvm.. still very tired.. hafta go le.. sigh.. buaiz..

Ugh.. I’m Sick..

2004-08-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

Ugh.. I’m Sick..

Was studying my Chinese halfway.. then I started to feel really uncomfortable.. like.. very hot.. stuffy.. then body aching all over.. finally finished practising my Chinese characters.. then I couldn’t take it.. argh.. went to sleep.. haha.. then boey tahan.. went to sleep liaoz cannot get up le.. wah!! So pain! Then headache.. everywhere pain.. sigh.. then I got not much of a appetite.. onli had a bit of porridge.. sigh..

At first use thermometer dun have fever de.. onli 36.5.. then later 36.7.. then at abt 3.30.. 37.9!! argh!! Wanna die le.. den I wanna climb up to watch the double happiness last episode but ver pain!! Wah!! Then in the end my mum helped me out.. ugh.. so doinks.. den in the edn went back to sleep.. could not even study!! Die le.. how how how?? Then dad sae tmr dun go to skool le.. then I wanted to go to the doctor then so I can guarantee get mc.. but mum sae that the clinic close le!! Argh!! How?? Then dad sae dun worry.. the doctor surely will give mc de..

Sleep sleep slepp.. sigh.. so tired and hot.. haiz.. hmmz.. ugh.. wanna die le.. bye-bye.. no.. I mean.. gtg le.. wanna sleep.. =S

Mum’s Birthday!!! =)

2004-08-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

Mum’s Birthday!!! =)

Today actually hafta study hard.. cuz no time to study le.. and then I still hace 8 chapters to go.. sigh.. but I juz finished 4 chapters!! Haha.. heyhey.. I woke up at 9 instead of 10 okayy.. one hr before lehz.. haha.. then I from abt 9.45 study to 11.30 and I finished 4 chapters!! Haha.. not a lot I know.. but.. still okay la.. haha..

Cuz we are meeting my grandma at 11.30.. we wanna go Chinatown and eat.. dad was recommending this stall.. then he kept on insisting tt he wanna go there and eat.. its my mum’s bdae.. and he’s the one deciding?? Haha.. wad a great joke!! Haha..

In the end of cuz follow dad la.. hehe.. then my grandma forgot to call us.. so we were like.. waiting all the way until I told them to call her instead la.. then turns out she has been waiting there for so long le.. haha.. we ordered 4 dishes.. erm.. got soup.. then got chicken.. got tofu.. and got prawn omelette.. the omelette was so nice!! Then dad bought 2 cups of sugar cane juice.. this one quite ok.. cuz normally I dun drink de.. this one dun have the.. like.. remains of the cane.. but his one not very sweets and dun have the cane taste.. so.. also dun really like.. haha.. then dad bought a bowl of chendol.. but this also not very nice.. cuz got corn.. and a lot of red bean.. eee.. dun like..

We met up with my aunt a bit later.. so when we were walking along Chinatown.. oh.. haha.. forgot to say.. we went to Chinatown.. haha.. then we saw ppl sitting at tables and eating durian.. wah!! So big and nice lehz.. haha.. drooling oready.. haha.. then dad sae wait for my aunt to come first.. in the end she was very late.. then guess wad was the first thing she said?? Haha.. she said tt later we can go and eat durian.. haha.. great minds think alike!! Whee!! Then of cuz we went to eat la.. mum also felt like eating.. its my first time in 14 yrs eating durian outside of home.. and not eating at home la.. first time lehz.. haha.. then it was alos my mum’s and aunt’s first time u noe!! Haha.. went to CK Tang’s to buy tee-shirts.. and I bought two.. then walk back le..

But my fanily and I got go plaza sing.. but dad onli go carrefour one la.. haha.. last time when I go with them,, itot plaza sing onli got carrefour lohz.. haha.. then until Elaine went with me.. haha.. but we bought a lot of things.. sigh.. gotta go study le.. okay.. buaiz.. whee..

Wah kao.. eight characters clash..

2004-08-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

Wah kao.. eight characters clash..

So damned unlucky today lohz!! Arghz!! Dun wanna talk abt it le.. sigh.. okie.. lemme tell u abt wad happened after skooll.. how I prepared my mum’s bdae prezzie!! >.<

First.. I travelled all the way to toa payoh int.. haha.. then I went all around toa payoh to look for a flower shop.. sigh.. then usually like see soo many flower shops around.. but now.. no flower shops lehz!?!? Sigh.. then walk until the very end then see a lot of flower shops.. >_
I bought a pink rose.. then guess how much it was?? $5.. for juz one flower.. but got decor la.. but.. still very ex lehz.. so cant buy anything else le lohz.. then I still went to cold storage to buy a chicken roll.. wanna buy for mi mum!! ( : then it was like.. $4.16.. sigh.. so ex also.. then I saw sushi.. haha.. then I go buy.. 50 cents.. quite okay la.. I not very hungry also wad.. haha.. then in the end nv buy those things tt I wanted to buy.. onli buy sushi.. haha.. then I went home..

During home e today.. it was like.. sho farnie lohz.. we were supposed to be doing a presentation on healthy living.. but we gave out sweets and chocolates for prizes.. then muz have eg of bad foods wad.. haha.. so in the end.. we were like.. having picnic at the back of the class.. haha.. all the unhealthy foods.. haha.. then I had to think of how to bring the prezzies into my rm without mum seeing.. so I left it outside first.. then mum looked at me and sae.. go drink more water.. then she look at the tv screen.. so I put my shoes properly.. then I grab the presents and ran into my rm.. haha.. u shld have seen the look on my mum’s face.. haha.. so funny.. then in the end I still had to smuggle the things outside.. cuz I was feeling spastic.. haha.. theh I distracted my mum by saying tt there was smth in the bathrm.. then I ran into my room to take the presents out and I took it outside.. then my mum ask why is the door opened? Then I saw.. delivery!! Haha.. then I gave them to my mum.. she was very happy.. although she kept on saying I shld not have wasted my money.. haha..

Tot of ystd.. u noe wad happened when I was waiting for my ice cream to come in swensen’s? yikai called.. then I pick up.. then he laugh laugh laugh.. then he was like.. hello? Hello? Then I sae.. ya.. then he asked me to list 5 types of fish.. ?? he dun noe mehz?? Haha… yun lin and I had such a good laugh.. haha..

~yawnz.. u noe.. the nic tse cd not really very nice lohz.. but the other cd was much worse man!! Argh.. like waste money liddat lohz.. then the poster onli got a bit of edison’s face on it.. hrumphf.. haha.. hmmz.. yaye.. wk end le.. haha.. ediosn rox!! Haha.. JJ too.. haha.. whee.. cookies and twinz.. rawk on! =)

Twist Of Events

2004-08-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

Twist Of Events

Today before recess got history test.. good!! Yaye.. means tt I can go check the movie listings during recess and think abt the movie without having to worry abt the history test.. haha.. thru music.. I was constantly thinking abt hist.. when yun lin asked me abt the movie.. I juz sae later.. now muz think of history.. then stressed wanqin and Elaine out.. haha.. then during lit.. I kept on saying history history.. then waniqn sae.. u dun stress urself out can not?? Then wang huna said tt again during discussion.. haha.. then wanqin and Elaine went.. wah lao!! Haha.. then after tt was history!! The questions very diff lehz.. but I heck care le.. who cares anyway.. hrumphf.. I am oready defined with my thinkings tt nanyang tchers are out to make u die horribly.. they give u hard hard questions during exams and tests and assignments.. so tt u will fail or do badly and dun get good marks.. then they expect u to do the best.. and questions they give seldom come fr wad we learnt.. so the tchers wan us dead… meanies.. nvm.. shall prove them wrong.. HAHAHA.. okie.. lameo.. I know..

So I realise tt the movie onli got 2.50.. dunno if we will make it in time.. so we rushed.. then in the end realise no time.. then we went to bishan.. took taxi lehz.. wah kao.. then reach there.. guess wad? the tix were sold out.. oh my god!! Then wad do we do?? We go and eat at long john silvers.. sigh.. then we had the fish and chicken combo.. except fot yun lin.. she had fish.. wow.. the fries were so nice.. haha.. then after tt we go take neos.. then we went to swensen’s again.. haha.. to eat the topless 5.. haha.. everyday go and eat la.. sigh.. haha.. muz be gain 10 kg le.. haha.. then time like pass very fast lehz.. soon.. I had to go home le.. then juz finish ice cream go home.. I was forced to eat my fruits.. then after tt I went to jog.. everytime jog with my dad rite. Always nv jog the whole dist.. always juz jog half the dist.. sigh. Then went straight to eat dinner downstairs.. it was not really we eat there often.. then I drank a lot of water and I was bloated by the time the first dish came.. then in the den eat until like wanna vomit liddat.. celebrate mum’s bdae mahz.. dun wanna make her feel unhappy.. then in the end felt like vomiting.. sigh.. look at the time.. going to 9.15 liaoz.. bye-bye!! Gotts go study Chinese.. and do science.. haha.. buaiz..!! =)

Stressed out!! Fucked up!!

2004-08-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Stressed out!! Fucked up!!

Today is such a stressful day. Firstly, the holiday passed by without me accomplishing much.. Then, there is history test tmr.. To add on.. There is a science test nxt wk on physics and I haven even started revising yet.. sigh.. still got.. there is a Chinese test nxt nxt tue and I also haven even touched it yet.. and it is 10 chapters mind u.. then guess wad?? li xiaohui come and say tt the test is on wk 8.. the 17 rite?? U all noe rite?? Then turns out tt she got the date wrongly.. it was on wk 8.. but she added on tt it was on the 24.. hello.. it is like.. 1 wk difference lohz.. how do u expect us to finish?? Haiz.. stressed out.. fucked up!!! Again.. I have been proven rite.. this world sux big time!! Life and everything alse sux!! Argh!! Who the hell created school?? Why cant I be like last time those girls.. they dun need to study one lohz!! Argh!! I oso wan!!

Damn the stoopid person who founded school.. I hope u are happy.. ur mission is accomplished.. the world is suffering cuz of u!! or at least.. I AM SUFFERING CUZ OF U!! lemme sae smth to let u picture smth in ur mind.. firstly.. imagine a small girl hoping around, skipping happily.. then once she enters school.. she becomes old, hagged and so tired with dark circles around her eyes.. and her cheeks sunken in.. all these happened cuz of skool!! U! whoever u are! U who created skool!! Do u plead guilty?? Aiya.. plead guilty also no use.. as if u can do smth.. suan le.. shant argue with u.. muz let u feel guilty for life!! Wahahaha.. lame.. I noe.. ~duhz~

Then now in 1 day.. I have to finish studying history.. in 6 days I hafta finish studying Chinese 10 chapters.. but 1 day for history.. so onli left with 5 days.. somemore need time allowance.. so Monday left out to like.. conclude all tt I have revised.. so tt leaves 4 days.. then I still need one full day to study the meanings of the ci yu.. so tt leaves 3 days to finish writing thru 10 chap.. so I have to do at least 4 chap each day.. where got time!! Then after tue.. on fri there is science test.. so in 3 days I hafta finish studying 2 chapters of physics.. long chapters.. all tia bo one.. sigh.. auya.. die le suan le.. haiz.. argh!!

The Day After National Day..

2004-08-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

The Day After National Day..

Zzzz.. so boring.. haven even really woke up.. then I oready started thinking abt history test liaoz.. the day after tmr is hist test oready u noe.. then I haven even started reading u noe!! Argh!! I dun wan holiday le!! Once got holiday then I will stop doing work and switch to holiday mode!! Dun do work and dun think abt work!! All play and no work!! Argh!! So now I hafta switch back.. haha.. grr..

So I started reading.. but I onli got to read twice.. sigh.. then I watched showbiz.. then got jerry yen’s new mv.. but the song not very nice la.. but the girl shiok lohz.. get to be so close to jerry.. bet wanqin is so damn jealous.. haha.. rite?? Then his song.. not very melodious la.. then also.. not catchy.. then now I also forgot how it sounds like le.. haha.. then ystd my aunt talked abt going to hong kong!! Haha.. so maybe in the end I might get to go.. however.. there is a greater crisis at hand.. the day is comin soon.. sigh.. soooo anticipating.. but I also very nervous.. sigh.. then now.. haiz.. betta to concentrate on studies first.. haven even choose combination yet.. muz study hard so tt I can get into the comb I want.. haiz.. so tired.. day after day of studying.. dun feel like doing it oready liao lohz.. so sianz.. and routine.. so stressed out.. I dun wanna go to skool anymore!! Argh!!!!

Happy Birthday To You.. Happy 39th Birthday Singapore!!! =)

2004-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To You.. Happy 39th Birthday Singapore!!! =)

Woke up to find tt today is singapore’s bdae.. but.. like no atmosphere liddat lehz.. sigh.. then I check my phone.. cuz ystd I smsed him.. hmmz.. dun care larhz!! Haha.. go out and have breakfast.. Then mum ask mi if I wanna have toast.. then I was like.. ok lohz.. then she sae make it urself.. huh?? Then dun wan la.. haha.. juz eat plain bread.. then she was like.. how lazy can u get?? Haha.. whee.. welcome to reality.. tts me.. haha..

Finished up on my lit.. then dunno wad to do.. went to buy honey glazed chicken in the evening.. den it was the NDP liaoz.. before tt waniqn sms to sae tt she was bored also.. she smsed Sharon and bruno to ask if they wanna go out tmr morning to play badminton.. but they nv reply.. then she call Sharon.. but sharon’s mum sae she sleeping.. but Sharon where got sleep in until so late de?? Her mum also wun allow wad.. sigh.. dun understand.. then wanqin later sae she going to NDP.. haha.. so she ask us to look out for her.. cuz she might go on tv.. haha.. then I sae wanna tell her DARLING.. but she sae if I sae she will bash me up.. so big reaction.. haha.. tt means she admits la.. haha..

Juz now on the news.. I saw this Energy fan.. she has some abnormalities. She sits on a wheelchair and she cant speak properly.. then energy they go and visit her u noe.. sho nice.. then now I realise tt Milk is their grp leader.. din noe this type of thing got grp leader one lehz..

Now watching tv.. but its late now.. almost eleven.. then this guy.. he very mean u noe.. Burning Flame.. tt guy very mean lohz.. yinyi’s bf.. he’s such a two-timing jerk!! Argh!! Hate him!! Go die la!! All guys on earth are no good things.. guys are all jerks!! Argh!!!!

One Day Out!! Whee!!

2004-08-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

One Day Out!! Whee!!

Haha.. today I tot I was juz gonna stay at home lohz.. haha.. who knows.. at abt noon liddat.. my dad ask if we wanna go library.. then I heard wanqin sae before tt the lib at ang mo kio is quite nice.. so I told them.. then they ask if I wanna go ang mo kio de.. then dad sae after tt still can go grandma’s house.. so mum called her.. then they sae they might not be in as they are going to Parkway Parade with my aunt and my uncle’s whole family.. then they might go cycling at East Coast Park..

So mum ask me to go.. and then.. ok! I am off!! Haha.. they came to fetch us to Parkway Parade.. so fun man.. it was very big u noe.. and very grand.. then we went to shop.. we saw a shop selling nonya kueh.. then my cousins wanna eat.. so they bought some.. then I bought ondeh ondeh.. whoa.. so nice.. however.. muz watch wad i eat.. haha.. then we went to walk around.. walk walk walk.. we saw ppl eating ice-cream.. then my cousins had a fight.. they dunno fight abt wad la.. then talk until so loud.. like they are miles apart liddat.. then they start arguing.. so my aunt.. she was like… wanna eat ice-cream? Then they went I want I want!! Then my little cousin sae naughty kids cant eat ice cream.. referring to her bro.. then in the edn they became good again.. went to swensen’s.. they very li hai lohz.. they noe wad to eat manz.. they sae wan pizza.. then still wan fried fish.. and they wan ice cream.. rmb ystd we eat the topless 5? Ya.. so in the end.. we ordered friend fosh.. then pizza.. cappuccino and iced mocha.. and 2 topless 5.. and fries.. haha.. very nice lehz.. luckily got voucher.. or else my aunt wld have burned a big hole in her pocket liaoz.. haha..

The East Coast Park was so crowded lohz.. when we were on our bicycles we could not even cut into the path.. ppl were cycling so quickly.. but in the end we managed to squeeze pat them la.. haha.. then got 3 very idiotic ppl lehz.. one hor.. at the zebra crossing there.. got a girl.. she put her hand up.. okay la.. that’s good.. then we will stop for u.. but u noe wad she did? She cut in btw my cousin and I instead of right at the zebra crossing.. so she expect us to stop for her outside the zebra crossing izit? No way!! My cousin nearly fell over lohz.. then the both of us went cursing and swearing.. another one was a man.. he was so irresponsible!! He was cycling halfway and his phone rang.. then he picked it up and he was like.. wobbling around the path lohz.. then the worst was.. there was a toddler in front u noe.. so dangerous.. then near the end.. I was abt to stop and then this boy in front of me suddenly turn u noe.. wah kao.. I nearly knocked into him lohz.. wah lao.. curse and swear again.. haiyo..

After tt we went to this nearby carpark to cut into this piece of empty land.. and we watched the fireworks!! So nice.. then we went to old airport road to have dinner.. tt was abt 9.30 oready.. latest dinner I have ever had.. haha.. then we saw a lot of “those” girls at geylang there.. sigh.. tsk tsk.. well.. yawnz.. so tired.. cya tmr.. Zzzz.. =P

Birthday Celebration.. whee.. fun, great day!

2004-08-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Birthday Celebration.. whee.. fun, great day!

Haha.. ystd got events on.. then today also.. but guess wad?? haha.. whee!! They are celebrating my bdae for me!! Hooray!! Haha.. so they ask me wad I want.. cuz we corta got a ritual la.. like.. anybody’s bdae.. then
We will find a day where everybody is free.. either before tt actual day.. on on tt day or after tt day.. near tt day la.. like got holiday or smth.. haha.. u shld understand la.. haha.. then we will each fork out 10 dollars.. so add together will be 50 dollars la.. then we will buy things using tt amouont.. and we will use up la.. then e bdae girl will like.. treat us to smth la..

So for Elaine.. it was quite simple.. and not tt nice or enjoyablke also la.. cuz she was the first one e wad.. haha.. budden she like.. got more ppl chip in.. er jie fu also got.. yikai also got.. so all together is 70 dollars lehz.. haha.. then in the end we onli brought her a necklace with a crossifix.. but it was smth like crystal la.. then add nice packaging somemore.. haha.. then she treat us to movie.. Acacia.. such a lousy movie.. dunno wad they talking abt.. not tt I was watching the whole way anyway.. haha.. always cover up when they gory parts come.. haha.. den so little ppl.. so very scary.. and cold.. haha.. then we still went to eat.. but is we ownself pay la.. haha..

Wanteng.. onli we 5 ppl contribute.. so u noe.. hehe.. then we went ot queensway.. cuz wanteng wan sports stuff.. then we bought her a water bottle.. converse de.. then a shoe bag.. nike one I think.. then got slipper.. pink striped one.. but I think her old one nicer.. but she dun think so la.. then we bought her a pair of Bermudas.. ya.. then she treat us to Mcdonalds breakfast.. huan, me and wanteng had big breakfast!! Haha.. yum yum.. haha.. then wanqin had hotcakes with sausage.. then wendy asked for fillet-o-fish.. sho funny.. ask for smth she could have easily gotten whenever she go there.. haha.. maybe she like la.. then she go and squeeze jam on the hashbrown and she made a smiley face.. haha.. then wanqin go and take pic.. its still in her fone.. haha.. yupz.. then Elaine nv go..

So today.. we first met at toa payoh.. cuz I sae wanna buy CD.. then CD Hut the cd cheaper.. budden who noes.. nv open by abt 12.. then we are meeting huan at 12.30 mahz.. so we went off lahz.. but I oready bought a honey glazed chichen for them.. cuz we went to cold storage mahz.. then they sae like very nice liddat.. so I buy for them la.. then too bad huan not there.. haha.. huan had to go back to school for cca.. but Elaine dun need.. so she came earlier.. haha.. then she was the onli one with skirt.. then wendy was the one who suggested we wear sleeveless.. haha.. so surprising rite.. so we all went along with her.. haha.. then we all went to bishan junction 8 to meet huan.. then she were late.. and then we still had to buy my cds.. so in the end.. I bought a nic tse cd.. and a princess-d soundtrack.. haha.. they sae got poster.. then got Edison one.. hahahahaha.. whee.. wahahaha.. shld be expected rite?? Haha.. then spent 40 dollars le.. then left with 10 dollars.. so we decided to walk around.. haha.. then we went to have lunch.. then we din noe where to go.. pastamania too ex.. cuz tt time tt offer dun have le.. then the pizza also very small.. then swensen’s very ex.. and long queue somemore.. haha.. so in the end we decided to go have Yoshinoya.. haha.. we all nv go in b4 except for Elaine.. she say very horrible.. but in the end.. everybody agreed.. haha.. den got coupon somemore.. haha.. then in the end.. wanteng and I had chicken.. then the rest had salmon.. then got sidekicks.. prawn fritters and chicken wings.. very nice!! Then got coleslaw and fruit mix.. the fruits very nice.. but I dun eat coleslaw de.. haha..

We walked past an accessory shop and they bought an anklet for me.. whee.. haha.. I needed it manz.. so.. done!! Then I treated them to ice-cream.. actually wanted to treat them to swensen’s de.. but they sae dun wan.. dunno why also.. haha.. then I bought all of them waffle cones.. fr Mcdonalds.. then in the end I also bought nuggets.. haha.. the 20 for 5 dollars one.. very cheap lehz.. haha.. then Elaine had to go.. after tt we pei2 huan walk all around again.. then wanteng had to go also.. she had a ASEAN dance later I think.. haha.. she wearing skirt lehz.. haha.. whoa.. got guys de.. hehe.. then wendy decided to go with her.. take 156 and then take 93.. so off they went.. then we went to the basement into NTUC.. then huan and I bought sushi.. then decided to go and share a ice cream cone fr swensen’s.. the person very nice lehz.. she tell us fot dinne-in offer.. got wad topless5.. 5 scoops of ice-cream for juz 1.35.. but got GST.. 10 per cent.. then in the end it was 1.60.. very nice lehz!! Wah.. too bad they had to leave early.. haha..

So enjoyable.. then at braddell station the world of JJ sell YG mag at 3 for 5 dollars.. last time one la.. then got Edison.. haha.. wheee!! We rawk!! Wah!! Then the neoprint quite nice too.. although nv decorate.. press wrongly.. sigh.. but still nice lohz.. haha.. wheeee!! =)

NDP—National Day PARTY!! Whoo hoo!! =D

2004-08-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

NDP—National Day PARTY!! Whoo hoo!! =D

Today was the day where we celebrated national day.. semmed so long.. we had been waiting all wk for it.. and then.. its finally here.. but it passed so fast.. juz like last yr.. we sang thru everything.. we jumped.. bounced.. hopped.. juz tt I din run all around the whole quadrangle like last yr.. sigh.. that was one wasteful part.. cuz all around me they juz either sat down or sae it is too hot to do so.. sigh..

This is also the band’s last yr of performing.. next yr.. they are all gonna live their own life in their own junior colleges.. thus.. this signifies the end.. haiz.. all good things HAVE to come to come to an end.. this was smth tt I have gotten to realise since I was very young.. wonder wad will happen nxt yr tho.. like pri school liddat.. play fr CD.. then we juz sing along livelessly.. sigh..

But also got happi part la.. they gave a file.. first time in many yrs lehz.. haha.. then on it still sae happy national day and youth day.. haha.. then I got a pink one.. after tt.. Elaine and wanqin and I went to the library to borrow the video camera.. then poor Elaine hafta go and take the camera to return tmr.. haha.. cuz she sae can.. very nice of her.. :>

We made the kueh.. like last wk liddat.. onli this time more successful.. then Elaine very swakoo.. she walk on the bridge then she point to the factory.. then u noe wad she asked? Wad school is tt?? Haha.. Elaine!! Tt is not a school!! It is a factory!! Haiyo.. how cum she dunno?? Nvm.. haha.. got more funny one.. then she kept on asking.. I still dunno why we can walk into the factory.. sigh Elaine.. u very the blur blur lehz.. then she came into our house.. then she went to the toilet in the end.. then she went in.. and she screamed!! She was like.. argh!! So dark.. where is the light??? Got light ornot?? Then she went in with the light.. then she screamed again.. argh!! How to close the door?? How to lock the door??? Haiyo Elaine.. then she forgot to bring her physics file home somemore.. haha.. then I sent wanqin to the bus stop.. then she soo lucky.. when she reached there the bus juz arrived.. then she wave to me fr the bus.. haha.. whee.. quite fun lehz today.. very nice.. hmmz.. very tired le.. did things the whole day.. jump jump jump in the morning somemore.. haha.. whee..

The band rox!! Rawk on!! Lurve ya loads forever!! =)

It was so sad..

2004-08-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

It was so sad..

Today I went to the lib.. then saw police.. I guess muz be cuz of the theft case la.. then the admin ppl were quite uptight la.. judging by the way they act.. but ms wee said the police din really ask anything.. maybe this type of case to them is not really worth the trouble ba.. then the admin ppl was like.. why the CCTV not on??

Then in the den mrs chia sae.. she sae this onli after the admin ppl left.. she sae tt she oready told the admin abt the faulty CCTv before she went on maternity leave.. which was like.. june last yr?? So until now then they realise the importance of it.. sigh.. then watched Get Real.. which talked abt girls’ home.. then this girl sae she really missed mcdonalds.. missed her mum de cooking.. and the potato chips and ice cream.. sigh.. sound a bit like me.. I have like.. dunno.. seems like a long time since I last ate all these things.. feeling so sad.. then the worst thing was.. ehrn I reached home and weighed myself.. it was like.. again near 50 lohz.. I oready nv eat anything le.. then still so heavy.. wad muz I do?? I was really very frustrated lohz.. then in the end mum sae muz got patience.. then muz take 3 meals.. cuz I realised tt I really felt like eating.. iwas like hell.. I rather go and die manz.. so ppl out there.. dun juz think tt u are thin then can eat a lot.. dun end up like me.. short and fat..

Bruno broke up with celine le.. ystd nite.. cuz celine kept on talking abt it.. the he was like.. ok la! Then he also tot tt celine had been two timing him.. well.. hope he gets over it.. which Sharon sae he has gotten over it le.. then even got new target somemore.. haha.. trust him to be so.. cassanova la.. all guys are like tt.. cant keep their promise.. and they always dun do wad they sae.. dun trust them.. if they can be trusted.. hahaha.. which onli happens once in like.. dunno how many millions of blue moons.. haha.. then the sun will rise from the west.. haha..

Its Not Wad It Seems..

2004-08-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

Its Not Wad It Seems..

This morning.. I got a huge shock.. this girl went up to talk to us abt smth.. she lost her whole bag.. firstly, she lost this OP sling bag.. there were her books.. and water bottle.. and most of all, her wallet.. she said tt she could not bring any more things in as her hands were full.. and yes.. she was going to the library.. she left her bag outside.. juz like wad others did.. there was her whole month allowance.. and a 50 dollar US note.. so it was quite a huge sum of money.. the next day.. she found her wallet in the canteen.. but alas.. it was empty.. which means tt she lost all her money.. and she lost her bag too..

How could ppl in nanyang be like this? And to top it up.. it happened outside the library.. on that fateful day when I did my duty.. perhaps it happened rite before my eyes.. I dunno.. I was late.. and I din pay much attention to the surroundings.. wadif I did? Perhaps that person wld not have done it.. but.. sometimes.. things are not always in our favour.. who wld have guessed? She even went to the police.. to think a theft case handed over to the police wld take place in nanyang.. a SAP school. A school with reputation.. one of the top 4 schools.. yet.. this happened.. imagine.. even in such a safe place.. this type of thing wld happen.. this goes to show tt nowhere is safe.. u cant even trust anybody around u.. cuz I reckon.. that person who stole.. muz have either watched her for w long time.. cuz she knew wad type of bag she carried on tt day.. how much money she had in her wallet.. the fact tt she left her wallet in her bag.. and tt she was going to the library.. or.. she muz have been quite a close friend of tt girl.. well.. tt is juz wad I think..

I had my interview in the afternoon.. I tot tt it wld end b4 malay culture class.. but we took all the way to abt 3.45.. I was in grp C.. then a female tcher walked into the room.. whoa.. she looked soo fierce.. then I asked Sharon if she was very fierce.. then she din hear me.. Pong heard me.. then she was like.. oh she is very fierce.. she interrogated me last yr.. oh my god.. then before I knew it.. I was in the rm oready.. then turns out tt she was quite nice u noe.. she talked as tho it was a mother-daughter talk.. ya.. but I dun think I will get in.. it seems like such a short time.. and she asked so little questions.. sigh.. muz admit to fate la.. like the NJC thing.. Rachel lim got it oready u noe.. they called her.. guess she got thru it.. well.. muz admit to fate rite? Sigh.. nvm.. always look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. =D

Edison rawkz.. lin jun jie rox.. twins rock.. nic tse rocks.. haha.. rawk on everyone!! =)

Its Sad When Nite Falls..

2004-08-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

Its Sad When Nite Falls..

Every time in the morning.. or when the day begins.. everything seems to be okay.. its juz study.. study.. do hw.. read.. do school stuff.. there is no time for u to think.. its so busy that the day juz passes by in a glance.. however.. when the nite falls.. it all becomes so sient that.. well.. u juz start thinking.. u dun have a schedule.. u juz have smth to complete.. however.. ther is no time limit.. and when u juz sit at the table for more than one hr.. u start to think..

Acualli.. things are often not wad they seem.. ppl who seem strong on the outside may be very weak on the inside.. they are the ones who need help.. this email flashed in my screen today.. sigh.. so simple to understand.. yet so difficult to realise.. I have a friend.. who really seems strong on the outside.. everyday I see her come back from school.. she is so cheery.. dun bother abt anything at all.. but often.. at nite.. I see her outside her door.. walking around in our shared corridor.. and sometimes.. she was crying.. why? Well.. she had a really close friend.. or shld I say.. boyfriend.. she was together with him since sec 1.. and she is sec 4 now.. 4 years of relationship.. yet the guy seems to be always at her beck and call.. and he really likes her a lot.. even a blind can tell.. but.. she was the one who initiated the break up.. and the guy was very disappointed and upset.. however.. my neighbour was juz so straight! She said she wanted to break up with him as he was talking too much of her time.. but I feel that there was more to it.. so she juz broke up.. then.. she said she din really have any hard feelings.. she juz felt that he brought it upon himself..

But now.. she is so upset.. the guy seems to have gotten over it.. it has been quite a long time.. but from the way he calls her every nite.. I can tell that he still harbours hope.. but she juz says tt the feeling wun be the same anymore.. sigh.. but she is so miserable now.. she doesn’t regret.. but.. I dunno.. seeing her made me realise tt I am no betta..

At least hers was more in her favour.. its simple.. she liked him.. and he liked her.. at least it was mutual.. but for me.. its very different.. I wld rather cut my sufferings short.. however.. after I asked HIM how he felt towards me.. we.. I dunno.. it juz seems different.. we are not like last time anymore.. and its juz one-sided.. I din even noe that tt wld be the last meeting with him.. its been exactly 8 months and 3 days.. nearly a yr like wad li jie said.. and I still think abt it.. I dun want to.. I cant help it.. I wanna forget.. budden.. come to think of it.. why? Cuz the memories bring back tears.. and I dun wanna be sad anymore.. I promised myself tt I wld not let myself be hurt again.. so why shld I care???? The whole world seems to turn against me now.. I can foresee its juz a dead end.. its such a fake life.. u are doing everything juz cuz everybody is doing so.. wad for? U are onli causing urself to have unnecessary unhappiness.. I guess.. I dun wanna see him anymore.. juz get him outta my life.. LIFE SUX BIG TIME!!

How Can Somebody Be Soo Pathetic??

2004-08-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

How Can Somebody Be Soo Pathetic??

Okay.. first.. I muz tok abt last nite.. ystd nite I got into a quarrel with my mum over the apples I was supposed to bring today.. then after tt my mum complained to my dad.. who made some stupid comments which were completely irrelevant to wad we were toking abt.. I hate him!! He is always saying things that dun make sense and he is always talking nonsense! He always think tt he is right and the others are wrong.. hello.. nobody is rite all the time lohz.. dun always think u are rite and always make stopid comments and expect other ppl to stop wadeva they are doing to listen to you and hear u nag.. the thing that I cant stand most is him nagging! All right! That’s it! U think u are rite? Then u support urself when u grow old! Whos gonna care abt u if u continue to be so stubborn? I bet kor wun wanna support him too.. we will juz support mum! In that way we can give her better things! U juz care abt urself then!

To make things worse.. I juz realise that there is this brat that juz simply doesn’t have anything to do and goes around opening that big fat gap! Okay.. let me give u a scenario.. if u dun like this person and always complain abt this person.. will u talk to this person? No rite? U dun like means u dun like.. so wad for u talk to that person? Onli make urself more miserable.. and when lets say u are irritated by somebody and u dislike that person.. u wld talk abt it to your FRIENDS rite? Ya.. yet.. somebody I know.. this person dun like two ppl.. person A and me.. okay.. so instead od toking bad abt me to FRIENDS.. that person talk to person A.. ridiculous rite? U dun like tt person.. then u go and talk bad to tt person abt somebody else.. isn’t that juz so hypocritical? Sigh.. and its so pathetic also.. u have to go to that low as to talk bad abt somebody u dislike to another person u dislike.. sigh.. anyway.. even if u talk bad abt somebody to ur friends.. u are not appreciating ur friends! Rite.. tt is wad I learnt.. friends are not for u to talk abt how irritating this person is .. but to share good stuff! Well.. obviously this SOMEBODY here doesn’t know.. so pathetic rite?

Sigh.. shant argue with this type of petty ppl.. and ystd nite I was so angry tt I took a knife.. and slice it all the way thru a floor rag that was hanging to dry.. only I din have the guts to plunge it into myself.. ig onli I have.. but anyway.. tt SOMEBODY out there.. u wanna talk bad abt me.. do so! I dun care! U think I can be bothered? U are such a small fry tt isn’t even worth a cent in my eyes.. but listen up: DUN GO TOO FAR.. IF U LEAVE ME WITH NOWHERE TO GO OR U MAKE ME LOSE ANYTHING THAT I HAVE NOW.. U JUZ WAIT.. U WILL HAVE UR RETRIBUTION.. AND RMB THIS.. I CAN KILL. SO U WATCH OUT.

Sho Many Things Happened Today!!

2004-08-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sho Many Things Happened Today!!

First.. I had to try out making the kueh today.. cuz they sae wanna cum over to cook nonya kueh for PW.. then mum sae she can at most make 2 types of kueh only.. ondeh ondeh and the one that has pandan custard on top and glutinous rice below.. haha.. that is my favourite u noe.. or shld I sae was..

Okie.. so I spent the whole morning until 1pm to do the kueh.. but it was not successful and the ondeh ondeh felt like eating sweet potato.. which I dun like.. bleag.. then the other kueh eat a few then feel so bloated.. sigh..

Hey!! Ystd nite Sharon from student council called me.. I got into the second round of interview!! So I was quite happy la.. then I felt like smsing him again.. so I decided to send him a good nite msg.. then guess wad?? he replied!! Whee.. haha.. he juz sae nitez la.. but it’s the first time he did so u noe.. haha.. so happie.. whee.. then after eating I went back to my room.. then dunno why horz.. I juz started typing on my phone.. then I sent it to him!! Argh!! I was not supposed to!! Then he replied.. haha.. then we talked for a while.. but I din wanna tok so long.. so I ended the conversation.. anyway he is going out soon.. but he nv ask me to stop.. but I decided to stop it anyway..

Then dad was like.. make so long then cannot even finish.. then he kip on saying dun do liaoz.. sigh.. how to do a project if u have such a troublesome dad?? I think he’s going thru menopause.. sigh.. then still haven finish my art.. din noe tt one art piece hafta do so long.. sigh.. okie.. shall stop here.. hafta go do my art.. buaiz!!

How worse can this wk get?!?!?!

2004-07-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

How worse can this wk get?!?!?!

I cant believe this lohz.. why is this happening to me?!?!?! Argh.. ystd nite was so miserable lohz.. I could not get to sleep.. very itchy!! Like got a lot of mosquito bite liddat.. then I was scratching.. then I had to wake up liaoz.. so sleepy.. then I decided to tell my mum as it was still itching..

Then my mum was like.. oh no!! its… smth.. forgot wad she said.. then she was like.. u cant eat egg!! She prepared hard-boiled egg for me la.. then she was like.. cannot.. muz wake ur dad up.. then she went in. and they came out.. then dad was like.. aiya.. juz normal insect bite.. quick! Go change ur clothes and take a bath! Then after tt I applied medicated oil.. then I went to NJC.. sigh.. then ok le.. not itchy liaoz.. but my hand was a bit bruised.. I tink maybe cuz I scratch too much.. haha..

The NJC hall was so cold.. my finger nails turned purple u noe!! Cant believe it.. then they even gave us a kit kat each.. haha.. then the English paper was very difficult!! Argh!! Then the essay I also dunno how to do.. sigh.. crapping all the way.. haiz.. then during the interval.. which was onli 10 mins.. I went to the toilet.. or shld I sae.. tried to.. cuz it was so crowded!! The queue was all they way out lohz.. wah kao.. then in the end nv go.. then during the math paper.. I was cold.. then sit on my hands also cannot.. cuz I wld feel lyk going to the toilet.. haiyo.. then dun jave motivation to comlete the paper.. cuz it was so diff some more.. hoe do u chane a recurring decimal into a fraction??? Then how to u factorise cubic equations?? Or even equations with the power 5?? Sigh.. all dunno how to do.. suan le.. dun wanna get into IP le.. go comb 3 hao le.. sigh.. haha..

Haiz.. so sleepy now.. but still hafta go do homework.. then tmr muz finish art and start studying for my lit.. and Chinese!! Got 10 chapters u noe.. sigh.. nvm.. feeli like smsing him lehz.. but I dunno wad I shld tell him.. lyk no topics to sae liaoz lo.. sigh.. then later make myself angry again.. aiya.. always liddat de.. so I dun wanna take the risk.. sigh.. nvm.. haha.. I still thinking abt ystd.. haha.. JJ so cute.. haha.. Edison so shuai.. whee.. haha.. buai buai.. (=

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